&&when darkness turns to light;;

borogroves

2009-10-21T07:24:00.000-07:00

hello people can be so disgusting sometimes but i am glad all this is over but i really can't stand it when they pretend to be something they are not it is quite disillusioning

aiyaaaaaa.

i need to have less things to do seriously.

mambo no. 5

2009-09-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello

moment of today, when we were playing charades for 成语
rachel's word was 目空一切
she points to her eyes, class shouts 目
she points to me and taps her head, class 异口同声：空！

funnny

anyway i think papa is feeling rather silly right now he almost forgot to lock his car

time to do japanese btw sensei called me smart that day! but then she said 時々、so i guess that kind of makes it not counted.

my harry potter wallet is 8 years old-> more than half my lifetime

2009-09-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

today was eventful.

today, we were supposed to do physics, which i did, but rachel was engrossed in reading her book, and sherry was addicted to taptap, so in the end i was the only one who did physics. i also breaked for pie and ice-cream, but that is normal.

today, we walked around for ages, while sherry was looking for a hoodie, and started wandering into shops. hehhhh. edward monkton is quite funny.

today, we ate plates and plates of sushi. meijun is like some seasoned professional sushi eater okay! she knows what to eat, and how the entire buffet thing works, and i am bloated now. but i think i ate enough, because i ate 7-8 plates, and each plate is worth 2.99. it wasn't the sushi eating that was fun, but more of the spending time together i think :D anyway best part of the buffet is mochi at the end i like mochi

today, rachel+june+meijun did something unspeakably evil how could you! i was so stressed but i am fine now i hope it doesn't happen again in the near future

today, rachel also asked if i was mildly autistic. i don't think so. as in, if i was autistic, shouldn't i be the first to know, unless my own mind has decided to betray me, but i don't think it would do that, it's quite nice.

today was eventful. i liked today. but then i came home and found everyone eating popiah! ahh save the popiah for another day i want to eat it too!

2009-08-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

mum hasnt spoken 5 sentences to me since yesterday morning
and so far all she said was about me being selfish
and i wish she'd come into my room like she used to and talk to me but she stopped
wish i could break down that barrier and talk to her sometimes, without having to act all "my home self" in front of her

grace tan says: "sherry your life is perfect, you have the friends, the grades, the body!"

made me laugh but its too untrue already whose life is perfect anyway id rather my life not be perfect anyway

everything makes me cry now and every single tiny thing makes me so upset

koopa troopa

2009-07-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

i am sick!

which is surprising because i really don't feel that bad.

mc for 4 days.

meaning i have time to do bio!

but my campaign = DIE

i swear more than half the school doesn't know i'm running okay! i don't even see the posters i put up. i just walk past them.

aiya aiya aiya D:

break-able

2009-07-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

wearing my shark shorts make me happy (:
PTs deadlines all coming soon! WILL BE HAPPY WHEN TERM 3 ENDS (:
yesteryesterday had this AWFUL dream that i handed in some english pt (haha lucky theres no such thing) like a few housr late because i forgot it was due it was horrible i woke up in sweat k!
have been sitting around being distracted not doing bio aiyo i really dont like pts will that be what getting a job in the future will be like, with all the projects and all!

have been watching those previous harry potter movies whenever channel 5 shows them on sat nights i really love those movies they always give me floaty feelings wonder what the new one is like!

haiyo h1n1 i am seriously practising social distancing i dont feel my friends around anymore life is like going through the motions
maybe its the lack of aircon REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT hahah i am a spoilt brat

assembly block is now -1000000000 the funness it used to be
haiyo i feel hot dont tell me i have the fever again!

2009-07-03T03:18:00.000-07:00

i have a feeling my neighbours are mad
they say all sorts of weird things and make disturbing noises super loudly hahaha

listening to: neighbour's meowing/guitar sounds (alternating)

2009-06-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

SWINE FLU CASES HIT 315,
THINGS ARE GOING TO GET WORSE

haha totally shocked me out of my sleep stupor
it's a sign!!

oh man things are too confusing now
i think i am too paranoid everytime i see people with those mouth cover things i freak out O:

watched hannah montana FINALLY with rehn yesterday at great world city of all places
got horribly lost planned to meet at 230 to do work ended up reaching at 4 just in time for the movie haha we are the best.
the movie was great btw we were 2 losers sitting in the second row crying our heart out

school! :D

!

2009-06-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

OH MY I AM SHOCKED. my cousin just added like 12 of my friends on facebook!
bernice colleen dawn julia chang rui peiqi ryan (haha I dont even know him) sharley timothy bong zhiwen rumin (jodi i told you her name was familiar :D)

haha knew he was weird but not this weird! and his facebook name is sunny soo named after 2 of his korean girl idols or something i am abit traumatised
best thing is after all that he still has 42 friends heh.

(daven if you see this ignore it i have nothing against you and adding people on facebook :D)

WORKING CAMP.
i wish it were extended

beyond the plastic cups

2009-06-13T01:18:00.000-07:00

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game and
Find a way to say that life has just begun

Stop this train
I wanna get off and go home again
Can't take the speed it's moving in
So honestly,
Won't someone stop this train.

Stop this train - John Mayer

dinnerless

2009-06-06T06:15:00.000-07:00

I AM SO HUNGRY this is annoying there's nothing to eat at home!
hahah so moodswingy today

had some ACTIVE carnival thing, and OSL and captain's ball today hahah tiring but fun day (:
active carn was quite bad though it bugs me that theyre sec 1s and 2s and i still cant stick properly

OSL hahah was fun i think im really such a community person i help people too much :D
rushed down for captains ball with yirongannerainsasavera at KUO CHUAN PRESBYTERIAN hahahah so random right it was fun (:

then i got all annoying in the train hahah sorry rain you had to bear it but you always do anyway (:

cant wait till pts are all over hahahah sasa's going to bintan 12-16 june and im going 13-16 june HOW COOL IS THAT! :D

yesterday went maria's house for fun and wiiing she owned me at everything hahaha i sux

PS my toe is black its scaring me

2009-06-04T07:01:00.000-07:00

dy's real name is Kitratiprasan Kanaphat hahah NO WAY. oh chingay times (:

2009-06-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

We all fall, in the end we're just miracles of matter
-thegarden,takethat

right through to the mountains

2009-06-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

sheng ri kuai le, kan!

:)

beyond the coffee-ed boundaries

2009-05-31T00:38:00.000-07:00

1) my brother keeeps singing yue4 liang4 dai4 biao3 wo3 de4 xin1, it's annoying D: as in he just sings the chorus repeatedly

2) passed chinese! i am gladd. all my results are so strange this year, not that i'm complaining. there weren't any good/bad subjects in particular, just a couple of 3.6s. m2 is higher than m1, and happens to be my only 4.0. also, my chinese is better than my english. phy RA, but phy is my worst subject. and look how i almost failed bio in sec 1, but now it's my best science.

straange

3)not to sound pushy or anything, but you guyys ):

4) physicssssss

it started out as physics! then physics? physics. physics..
PHYSICSSSSSSSSS D:

as in mr yang's the best lah, but i think i'm the dumbest person in phy RA and totally not qualified and i like physics but i think they'd kick me out because of my GPA. >:(

5) campaign!

nailpolished

2009-05-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

hahah looks like i REALLY dont know zhiwen.

short hair feels good i wonder what the reactions would be

sentosa was great really fun my volleyball skillz improved by 389257 times woohoo
315'09 is fun (:

yay things are sorted out finally now for the mad pt rush

be strong wenyuan JUST KEEP SWIMMING swimming swimming heheh i dont make sense

happy holidays!

don't blame it on the moonlight

2009-05-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

signs of tirednesssss

mum: so when are you not free in the holidays? bry wants to go malaysia to fish
me [sleepily doing zuowen, losing consciousness]: 6th june........ netball......... 20th june........... netball........... 12th june.........YOG..............22-23 june......... OSL.............. today......... cookie..........
mum: huh?

no kidding man. O:

dont try yakult with blended apple

2009-05-11T04:04:00.000-07:00

its been so long since i touched the laptop not for studying purposes!
oh i am bursting with happiness sometimes i think i am too happy to be true but thats just me isnt it aw everythings looking up now (except french) and i feel like i can run a marathon and never get tired hope it keeps up till 2.4 run which is going to be worse this year because of NO RUNNING AT ALL hehe

1. English Exposition tomorrow (!!)
2. Chinese Paper 2 tomorrow
3. Physics on Wed
4. FRENCH ORALE ON WED
5. Geog on Friday (!!)
6. Netball booth boards (HUIMIN WAIT TILL YOU HEAR MY IDEAS THEY WILL BLOW YOU AWAY)

and yet all this happiness oh no i dont know what to do with it its hindering my studying!

so tempting to run downstairs and eat the pizza hut chicken drumsticks :d

can a shoe box? no, but a tin can!

2009-04-25T23:53:00.000-07:00

it is raining today! i am so glad for that it's been so unbearably hot these days. everytime i step out of a room it's like i'm walking into a heatwave. ugh. hopefully the pool will be cool tonight as well! (it's been so hot everytime i get in i just want to get out immediately.)

on a sidenote, RGS might have bdiv next year i am super excited! (i cannot keep training so much though, i must start making way for study too)

bio spa was good it was one of my best spa(s) ever, except for that bio spa in sec 1. hahh. the one which i got everything right except the theory part, which only consisted of 3 marks.

physics was good too! half the class failed i think, but i passed, which makes me physically smarter than half the class. haha no wait that didn't come out right.

okay before i start on history i must say: i am excited for MYAs. (aiyoh i'm turning into a nerd)

BRINNGGG IT ONNN!

you're so naive YET SO

2009-04-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

no tags, no tags!

watched 17 again with batchmatez :D
it was the ultimate lame but who cares! we all just willingly fell into the producers' trap just to look at zac efron heh
he had to kiss some old person omggggg
and E news on channel 5 says that vanessa hudgens is gonna be in some movie soon too!
its called beastly or something haha wouldnt wanna watch it.

oughtta be doing french now, priorities!
its amazing monsieur chan remembers our names i think he remembers us as the rgs freaks who never bring their books, come late and leave early but still have amazing standards of french hoho
the last time i went was the previous exam >D

btw pastamania has some 30% student discount thing everybody go eat there :D

just checked out the french website i dont quite know whats going on
OH LA LA HOW NOW!

pink cash in your hand

2009-04-18T01:47:00.000-07:00

ora was :D!

haha counting/keeping track money is complicated shitz by the end of it all i was convinced i wouldnt wanna touch a single note of money ever again

changed my mind though, money is too hard to resist :D

i am so excited about going to cambodia now you wouldnt believe it!
imagine performing dances for cambodian kids and bathing in pond water and spending 15 days in a foreign land haha ultimate fun!

and the netball booth was great too mothballz are smelly.

and my mum told me a few days ago that she can finally see, after 15 years, me finally putting in effort to do work hahah she finally noticed :D

OH BY THE WAY, mrs hoo's assembly talk last friday was genius!
hahah okay forgot about half of it but it was too great haha
GRACE UNDER PRESSURE

2009-04-12T08:05:00.000-07:00

JEAAAAAAALOUSYturningsaintsintothesea

BE CONTENT SHERRY BE SATISFIED
YOU HAVE MANY THINGS

2009-04-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

我很累! 所以，今晚要早一点睡觉。

我并不讨厌华语，我只是不是很好而已。

PHYSICSSSSSSSS. it's like i kind of get it, but then again, not really?

plus-que-parfait tense is so me

2009-04-06T04:24:00.000-07:00

Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord
Are we human or are we dancers?

I AM SO A DANCER BABY.
hahah you might know what im talking about
the prospect of it scares me really

hahaha responsibility is a scary thing.
and ama says they wont choose natural leaders cause itd be too in their comfort zone
so what it means im not a natural leader?
i will talk to my mummy about it tonight
but NEVERMIND osl is about service anyway I WILL LEARN

match against ij was cancelled today
postponed to tomorrow
ohwell so much for culottes day cant swish around in them for long gotta change into that stuffy jersey again ):

and what do i get out of all this time spent fun sacrificed
lets face it no offence or anything but not much
oh i feel like an awful person for just having said that
the people are great at least (:
gotta find my purpose again (for the 023759035th time)

my dad insisted on driving all the way to kallang from east coast to get my sis a macdonalds icecream cone
he insisted on buying expensive tea for her at the nuss guild house too until i gave mine up to her
and he thought it was perfectly fine that after she mixed in the sugar and milk she didnt wanna drink it anymore
psht yeah right you dont have favourites
my siblings need anger management

auhsekjghrkeg at least my studies are finally getting back on track for now
hahaha

I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.

Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter,
Every cloud is silver-lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow
Where the mountains touch the sky.

i hope the tao nan outing/chalet thing materialises
if its a chalet i will stay overnight regardless of what my mummy says >D

wumbo!

2009-03-31T07:23:00.000-07:00

osl selection camp group 3!
haha kinda miss it despite all the mad chicken stuff we have to do

french is tomorrow havent studied woohoo.

2009-03-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

merriest?!?!
haha show too much happy side

beware the dreaded foosa!

2009-03-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday sensei laughed at me. ):

it went something like this:

sensei: somethingsomething..... onaji
me (to victoria): what's onaji?
victoria + sensei + half the class immediately choruses: same!

sensei: different kind of rgs, neh.

everyone laughed at me. but it's okay i am used to this. (:

on monday i dreaded another term of school but now it's thursday and school doesn't seem so bad. i think this thought process happens almost every week.

mr yang says there is this physics competition in august (we might have world champs in august thoughh and i can't be in two places at once) and i think it's very cool! on the other hand, i am currently not doing so well for physics.

i am determined to study hard! study study study busy busy busy

like a hurricane to me

2009-03-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

hey i wish i dreamt cooler things last night all i dreamt of was that i woke up and replied an sms and slept again, and i got a big surprise when i woke up and that sms wasn't replied yet hahah how dumb is that!

life has been mostly netball, which is alright (:
need to improve on manymany x9238579485 things hahah
the holiday just zoomed past i cant believe a whole other ten weeks of school will be starting tomorrow!

homework is undone hahaha but i totally dont care anymore

and just to show homework WHO'S THE BOSS i will do a quiz and waste my time hahah what logic.
its from jinghan's blog ho i havent done quizzes in so long!

90. First off, what is your name?

hahaha this is dumb!

89. What did you do last night?

i went to my aunt (whom i havent seen before)'s wedding and ate alotttttt there were 9 courses!

and i slept in my mummy's room which makes me really happy (:

88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7?

hahahah this is weird i was just talking about the how-to-classify-relationship-with-friends thing with SOMEBODY so hahah i dont know!

87. Do you have any siblings?

yesssss hahahah they are so cutely annoying but at least i am so mature that i dont get annoyed with them much (: (:

86. How many years apart are the ages of your mom and dad?

2ish hahah so normal right.

85. Do you like someone?

hahahah not really!

84. What does the 7th message in your text inbox say?

"Hehe true! We're blk doing it now gah! did you do bio task 2 and 3? So difficult! (:"

from yirong hahah how boring right just shows how no life we are now especially in the homework chionging period

83. Who sits beside you in maths?

jieru<3>

82. Where is your dad right now?

schleepingz that lazy thing (:

81. Do you burn incense?

hahah what a funny question! nah so smelly :X

80. Do you have a problem?

no serious ones hahah which is good right (:

79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from?

annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnne (: and i never called her back hehe

78. Closest purple object?

MY SUPER ORGANIZED MATH FILE (which is overdue hehe) (:

77. Closest silver object?

my ancient radio hahah it malfunctions like anything alright but i still love it cause it keeps me awake when doing homework (:

76. Closest yellow object?

my chip and dale file :D

75. Do you sing in the shower?

ALL THE TIME (: except when my parents are outside then i sing slightly softer hahah my brother always complains :D

74. What is bugging you right now?

NOTHING, not even lousy homework :D

73. How does your hair look right now?

tied up, hairbanded and disgusting hahah I CURLED MY HAIR YESTERDAY O: it was damn awesome hahah

72. Do you know all the words to the Star Spangled Banner?

hahahah no my general knowledge is like low crap O:

71. When is the last time you said the pledge of allegiance?

um.

70. If you could kill someone, who would it be?

nobody O: kill for what!

69. Do you have any fears?

hahah so maaannyyyyyyy its ridiculous really

68. What do you hear right now?

my shuffling iTunes hahah

everybody's gone to war nerina pallot

the music video is quite cute heh (:

67. Do you like kangaroos?

yeah they jump so high! when i was a kid i had to like get them to eat directly off my hand hahah i was so scared man.

(probably still would be)

66. Can you roll your tongue?

everybody can though, and vicky says you can train it up hahah its not unique anymore!

65. What are you wearing?

the (unwashed) ndp hangten shirt i just found in a random bag last week hahah and my crazy 40 bucks adidas shorts

64. Who was the last person to message you?

ummmmmm yirong :D

63. Do you like emo kids?

hahahah yes i like everybody just cause theyre emo i wont not like them!

62. Screamo or Country?

HAHA screamo is such a cute word but nahhh country is better makes me feel like wearing overalls and playing the banjo hahaha nahhhh just kidding.

61. Rock or Rap?

rock babeh (:

60. Polka or Disco?

hahah what's polka! disco is nice haha makes me happy :D

59. Flying or Driving?

flying definitely its so great (:

58. Who last called you?

rain, 4 days ago haha that was far away.

57. Was your Valentine's day nice?

hahah yes, made me feel all fuzzy inside (:

56. What are you doing now?

rubbish apparently (:

55. Who was the last person you said I love you to?

ummmmmm hahah dont know it was so long agoooooooo.

54. Would you die for someone?

oh man this is such a hard question. with, maybe!

53. Would you date anyone from your work?

haha maybe :B

52. Do long distance relationships work?

YES hahah my aunt and her husband who got married yesterday had a long distance relationship for like 2 years hahah theyre amazing man.

51. Do you have any pet peeves?

um hahah not really!

50. Do you have to pee right now?

a little. hahah funny question

49. When did you last talk to one of your siblings?

like half an hour ago before my sis went to sleep, i was talking to her about changing the channel haha she was watching the anime version of power rangers i think hahah IT WAS REALLY DUMB

48. What are you doing tomorrow?

schooling B) and netballing!

47. Do you worry about getting older?

hahah no how absurd i kinda look forward to it though retirement would be really nice :D

46. Have you ever had an ingrown toenail?

no, and i really hope i dont have one my toanails are gross enough as they are!

45. Do you pick your scabs?

heheheh yup.

44. Ever drink your blood?

drink is a funny way to put it, suck maybe

43. Do your bandaids have cartoons on them?

nah theyre all boring beige-ish coloured things ):

42. Do you bite your nails?

abit, when im bored and hungry hahah

not till they come off though

41. Do you wax your eyebrows?

isnt that like ripping all the wonderful hair out?! ew no

39. Do you check CelebPox.com for celebrity gossip?

hahah what celebpox no

38. Do you have a jar where you keep your loose change?

37. Do you own a pogo stick?

haha no but its cool ive tried one before im damn pro at it lah hahaha 8)

36. Ever gone a whole day without eating?

wont survive O:

35. Do you own ripped jeans?

hahah nah. i have like 2 pairs of jeans only

34. What makes you mad?

nothing (: hey i really think im too easygoing man

33. What would you do if you found out that you were adopted?

haha i would think about life in general alot more

32. Are you jealous a lot of the time?

somtimes, cant help it!

31. Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on?

nah, take things as they come haha be spontaneous enjoy life woohoo.

30. Are you OCD?

hahahah no i like things messy (:

29. Do you have ADD?

no, i listened for like the whole 2 hours of service today i am awesome hahah :D

28. Do you have low self esteem?

extremely O: but must believe you can before you can right!

27. Who can make you laugh during the hardest time?

hahah rain she says the stupidest rubbish :D

26. What was the last thing you watched on TV?

power rangers in anime my sis refused to change the channel hahah

25. When was the last time you had professional pictures taken?

the school one is that counted!

24. Have you done a whitening treatment on your teeth?

my mum wanted to cause my teeth are damn beautiful except theyre quite yellow but the whitening was like 1000+ bucks so NO WAY hahah.

23. What is your favorite movie?

hahah pirates of the carribean 1 i dont know why

22. Who do you love?

the usual la aiyo

21. What is playing on your MP3 player right now?

on my shuffling ancient ipod which i just found, bang the doldrums fall out boy hahah its a damn awesome song alright

20. What holiday is your birthday closest to?

june school holidays i think my birthday is in the middle of nowhere!

19. What's your favorite drink?

coke B)

18. Do you own any big sunglasses?

hahah nah cant be bothered to buy/wear them im such a lazy thing.

17. Bed sheet color?

COLOUFUL oh my bedhseet's the best thing ever it has like drawings of colourful crayons and it repeats the words colour world happy again and again it makes me really happy!

16. Ever encountered a shark?

eh scary.

15. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?

haha JIERU<3

14. Have you ever bungee jumped?

i will, someday (:

13. Where was the last place you went besides your house?

uh far east hahah hip!

12. What's the first thing you notice about the same sex?

haha this is hard, face/height?

11. Is it hard to express your feelings to someone?

depends who it is and what the feeling is!

but mostly no (:

10. Why are people such self-centered beings?

everyone else but me, you mean (: i dont knwo either!

9. Are you sad?

REALLY HAPPY! TGIFtgiftgiftgifitgifitgitfgfitg

8. Are you happy?

YUP (:

7. Favorite day of the year?

dont got one

6. Have you ever licked someone's cheek?

haha EW but YES :X

5. Watched all Spiderman movies?

no omg boring shit O:

4. What are you looking forward to?

june hols hoho

3. Favorite Lucky Charms Marshmallow?

leprechauns!

2. Have you ever ridden in a limo?

no but oh man how cool is that B)

1. Do you want to get married?

yesyes of course i do but how hard hahahah

finally that took so long i almost gave up!

seas would rise when i gave the word

2009-03-14T19:31:00.000-07:00

today i opened my inbox for the first time in ages and i have 113 new messages! i am plodding through them right now.

i feel so happy right now. it's like after you finish something like a book or a meal or an entire term you feel heartwarmingly tingly happy all over, i want to go to sleep now so i can remember how this feels like forever. i must remember everything that's happened and i keep running through these memories in my head but i can't write them down, because my phrasing wouldn't quite do them justice, and when you write, you can't quite get the full picture of everything that's happened because things don't just happen in words, they happen in pictures and thoughts and feelings too. this particular set of memories taste largely orange, with a few happy dots of blue and purple.

i am growing increasingly clumsy. just saying.

my glasses are crooked. just saying.

homework. just saying.

halapenyo

2009-03-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

hoho i just came back from one wwwhooooooleeeeeee day at yuanyuan's house it was very fun (:
hey sound of music is so awesome i cant believe ive only watched it today!
and im waiting for my hair (which suckzxzxzxzx by the way) to dry again haha HAIR DRY FASTER.

march hols, i will aspire to finish AAAAALLLLL my homework by wenzday
then thursday will be FREE DAY
followed by friday and saturday which is osl camp or something hahahah then sunday church and other short fun things then BACK TO SCHOOL i have no life ):

ohwell still im a happy kid ALWAYS AM (:

hahah facebook has so many disgusting photos of me now but i kinda like it i keep looking at the "photos of me" thing and laugh at myself hyahyahya (:

huimin posted about this and it made me wanna post about it too
after south zone finals that day zhenn and nat and iva and grace and huimin and jinghan and vic and i went to north point (the point in the north) to eattttt (ALOT)
even though we lost we managed to get so high hahah i bet the people around us were damn pissed hoho.
NATALIE ONG IS DA BOMBZ
"huimin you're banana right? ARE YOU ATTRACTED TO FRUIT FLIES?"
(hahaha what the kkjhkjsehrjkhcfo right!)
awww i cant remember anymore hahaha my memory is awful.
and zhenn is so cute hahah im waiting for your FRIENDS cd better lend me soon you phoebe-obsessed person >D

life is gonna be good for the next one week. :D
but i will miss our class aw we should spam class parties like 314 hahah we havent even had one yet!

how's your halo

2009-03-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT THAT WONDERFUL PHOTO BE AMAZED BY ITS AWESOMENESS

its great isnt it all 8 people look equally super spastic!

i love us netballerz (:

mr thio: "what i think is good about you all is that despite having all the SAs and exams and studies you still keep fighting on and never give up, i dont think i wouldve been able to do that when i was 16"

boosters

2009-03-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

i am number one excited!

val says: you are effectively the youngest player in the team

i got super a lot of new stuff, hehe i like getting new stuff it is nice-smelling and nice to look at, i like looking at new things, i don't get used to new things very easily

:D

haha this post sounds like a riddle it's so cryptic and it's like saying stuff which don't look like they are connected but they secretly are! have fun deciphering.

LJ today was fun i had fun at least my group is the best (:

im not your checkerboard

2009-03-08T09:30:00.000-07:00

HI GUYS LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD (:

looking forward to march hols i will finally get a chance to sort everything out!
i think i wont be updating much anymore haha it gets pretty boring

zonal finals on tuesday GO TEAM (:

on top of spaghetti

2009-02-25T05:30:00.000-08:00

i've always doubted the saying
about a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
it didn't rain for such a long time
i even doubted the existence of the rainbow itself
but this afternoon
it rained for hours
and there came such huge rainbow
i named it after myself
"cheng jing's semi-circle of colours"
my dad was driving me along a flyover
when i looked at the end of the rainbow
sure enough, there was a leprechaun
guarding its little pot of gold

haha okay don't mind me this is the result of too many facts and not much output for creativity. and math PT is due, soon! D: we've barely started but me and kayal found info today haha we're awesome lah. i need to start studying history soon. bio is just ?! SS .. and chem SPA is completely worth 45 minutes of panic.

i will be glad when this week is done.

the hole in the donut

2009-02-23T05:24:00.000-08:00

hi world life's been good! :D (minus all the bad stuff)
hahah i know that isnt saying much but GENERALLY its still good (:

busy = being under satan's yoke
thats what some deacon in church said yesterday, and i think its quite true!
i like busy periods though, they make me feel as if im not wasting my life away. hm i wonder what that means!
gotta make more time for God, lately my quiet time has been becoming shorter and shorter and just before i sleep
but no matter how busy i get i know ill be alright in the end as long as my priorities are set straight :D

recently my life's just been
1. 315'09
you guys have been such a great class i love all the moments we spend together (: hey i hope we grow more bonded, must talk to each other more :D

2. Chingay
even though my mummy disallowed me from going for any more outings with you all, i still love all of you alot! chingay has thought me so much and opened up my perspective about the world, things i never wouldve learnt in a million years in rgs

3. Netballz
a week plus ago yirong and i were discussing about ama's question about WHAT WE PLAY NETBALL FOR. i think fundementally it boils down to self improvement, not winning championships or gaining glory for the school. and forging friendships of course :D i mean, its hard to forge friendships with people who constantly criticize you, even if its constructive criticism. and thats what makes it special see. (: and i have been a horrible member of the team since the start of the year but now i see the light its not what you gain from going for games, its supporting your teammates! and DESIRING TO IMPROVE, not to be better than others but to be better than yourself :D

i know right, so deep! hahahah i dont even know why im typing this stuff i think i need to destress heehee
hey yirong youre under all three categories how nice :D

huimin i like your posts they are so inspirational hahahah learn to be happier alright xiaopengyou :D
wenyuan i hate your posts they make me so sad! cheer up alright life doesnt have to be complicated, be more of the happy bodoh you are :D

hey geog is on wenzday I AM SCAREDZ

steady feet don't fail me now

2009-02-19T04:07:00.000-08:00

i feel so proud, i learnt how to open my windows at a certain angle to allow for maximum wind. hehe because opening the other window will block the wind from my room see, so i can only open one, and i am feeling cold without even having to switch on the fan/aircon. i like this.

hotmail don't screw with me please don't screw with me i've been trying to check my email for the past ten minutes

sec 2 seemed to last forever (i miss 211:( )sec 3 just goes past so fast it's like week 7 and we have exams already and math pt is due in two weeks wahpiang eh my aim right now is just not to fail. which means i must improve my chinese. in case you haven't heard, i am speaking chinese. not all the time. just slipping random phrases of chinese into my sentences.

tired. but so far i think sec 3 is going fine some parts i don't understand but i can live without those i think it's very weird but oh well i hope it stops soon

i swear one day i will move away and go live on some beach, any beach, where there's no traffic and the tides will just come and go and i have all the time in the world to wait at least until global warming kicks in and my beach disappears then i'll go find a nice mountain. it's okay i'm fine with a hill too as long as it's green/white but i highly doubt the white green will do fine i want to be able to lie down on grass and look up and not see any concrete around. goshh.

okay that can be my lifelong dream (ties in well with my hermit goals!) otherwise i'll live in a bookstore and camp there overnight. when i say bookstore i don't mean popular because popular's kind of sad i mean borders kind of bookstore it's so big the library's cheaper but it's so unhygienic i bet everyone sneezes into the books there what if i fall sick?

my sentences are incoherent and i tend to ramble but that's because i have tiiime. tonight, anyway.

i thought of some titles but i forgot them

2009-02-11T06:23:00.000-08:00

mondays and tuesdays are usually my busy days and after wednesday everything starts getting easier and today i was super glad when i went to shao's house because you know school is so fghhfgskhgj after some time even though school is super awesome but it's kind of crowded and noisy especially since everyone was staying back and there are a thousand and one distractions so you can't do homework properly and every five minutes i'll get up and go to the toilet or something dumb like that so me and jinni trooped over to there which is only 10 minutes away from school and did work and cheryl joined us after awhile and we had fun while being productive and then me and jinni ran back to school to catch the third lang bus.

third lang was good today (sherry i saw you with chris in your class!) i got 13 from my matome which is better than usual but still kind of average victoria got 18.5 she's super smart i swear like dionne and class went past uneventfully and during break i got a chicken pao and shin huoy didn't want to share the sausage with me and jinni but that was okay and yeah we kind of had fun because i think i was being blur and jinni was saying all sorts of things and i remember the teacher laughing and saying RGS girls are quite funny and yeah i went home.

i like chem haha ms tsang is super funny and i kind of burnt my thumb ("her hands are unusually pink so you can't tell if she's burnt or not") today while being lab partners with jinghan but it healed already. it doesn't hurt :D and i am worried for SS because i cannot write essays, essay writing skills take time to cultivate it's very hard to bring in my skills from history over to SS without more practice and all of a sudden there are what three exams next week?

and my SMP mentor is being super annoying we emailed and smsed him but he didn't reply (he replied to ms hoo instead of us, WHY D:) and when i called him he hung up on me he was all no, no when i told him he was doing an SMP project with me and rachel (ms hoo insists on rachel and i). ugh i think he hates us!

D:

closet mugger?

2009-02-10T04:04:00.000-08:00

oh the days fly by! (:

nothing much has been happening these few days that are blogworthy
except i love going to school and being with great people :D :D
315 is really the awesomest!

my saturdays are so empty now oh i miss chingay. imagine if yirong and i didnt make the impulsive decision to join ndp back when we were young naive sec 2s, life wouldve been so much differenter!

2009-01-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

CHINGAY!

you were meant to bring balance to the force, not leave it in darkness!

2009-01-31T22:14:00.000-08:00

there was this one night when i wasn't sleeping very well and i think i dreamt that my blanket was gone and then someone said i must have eaten it because where else could it have gone? and there was also this prophecy-poem kind of thing about people eating blankets because they thought it was rubber. then when i really woke up, my blanket was really gone and i lay there for half a minute, cursing myself for eating the blanket, because then i would be really cold. it was a really long time before i came to my senses and realised that i can't possibly eat my blanket, so i got up, picked up my blanket from off the floor and went back to sleep.

my brain doesn't work right.

3.14159265357989blablabla

2009-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

im as bored as 2359075 pandas without bamboo.

hahah hey ive been reading my older posts and gosh i spoke so weirdly last time

"whee. im POSTING again :D ytd was chionging hist mah =(sho. ytd we had math trial. boring stuff. after that we went shooting cuz i had to wait for math olympiad class to start. ohoh. i shall tell u a rly stoopid thing i did. when i finished my shots (which i still think are QUITE. horrible indeed), ms tan came out n asked us to help her move her stuff to the new PE dept. its right beside 112, which means its rly rly rly near to 13 too. GASP. i do not like the propect of PE teachers lurking around.."

hahah its quite embarrassing O:
maybe when im in j2 and i read this i might think the same thing too
(e.g omg what pandas without bamboo!)
haha it just shows eh, how much i can MATURE in 2 years
hyahya

but i feel quite sad
2 years ago my shots were screwed up
now they still are ):

year of the castrated male cow

2009-01-27T07:00:00.000-08:00

hahaha yirong youre so cute. :D

hahah hey i personally love this picture :D

we're too cool for you!

thats not me.

haha happy chinese new year guys!

hope you all received $34976094069 worth of hongbao money!

hoho i feel as rich as kokokrunch now!

im such a happy kid now :D

because because because!

hahah heydid you know there was a rainbow half-surrounding the sun on saturday how cool is that!

school tomorrow O:

2009-01-25T07:29:00.000-08:00

sundays are generally good days (:

but im worried hmmmmmzx

li(e)ability

2009-01-24T09:06:00.000-08:00

omg huimin i really agree with you
i hope you know what im talking about

today was trainingzxzx@kallang
i left my shoes/tumbler in school
so i brought my gv cow bottle and everybody marvelled at its cuteness. :D
hm
sak and i played nonstop downthelines for b div and c div
and it was quite exhausting but i guess i learnt a little bit of things.
hm better than sitting around being useless i suppose!
ate kfc after that with people! that was happy :D

then.. ate pizza with my family! :D hahah hey i know i eat alot who cares man
hm went chinese new year shopping with my mummy
i finally bought my clothes after like, 3469874 days

then went home, collected chingay stuff and rushed out
i went to pahq smelling like some rotten banana
OUR LAST TRAINING was really fun, i really enjoyed it! even though SOME PEOPLE dint come today
plus i had like 2 ice creams woohoo :D
i'll really be super x245904769 sad when chingay ends

and oh i fell down today!
yep, on the hard hard black road/floor
BECAUSE, (here's the stupid part) i tripped over my own powerrisers
haha seriously how dumb is that!
di kept asking if i was okay and i just replied yes because he said if i had injuries i might be demoted/promoted to skyrunner assistant
how shit is that, last training some more!
so i dint check for any wounds, so when i said i was okay i wouldnt be lying see. :D
when i went home i discovered this DENT in my kneecap its really worrying! and i have this omega huge abrasion on my hip its quite painful to wear shorts/pants/jeans/underwear now ):
haha other than my stupid fall, chingay training went greatly (:

church/reunion dinner tomorrow!

i feel so mean/confused/likeshit sometimes
dammit i need a best friend

panic! from clementi to toa payoh

2009-01-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

friday was too much of an adventure. i like adventures, usually, but only when i plan them. if it's not planned by me, then things will be happening so fast, then i will panic, and my brain stops rationalizing.

the first heart-attack happened in the morning before school started. my dad was happily driving along, and i was happily being driven along, half-asleep on the ecp. then suddenly, instead of continuing down the ecp, my dad turned into the kpe! i panicked! he was all: aiya, wo3 wei4 shen3 me3 zou3 zhe4 li3, then i woke up completely and: AIYA! NI3 WEI4 SHEN3 ME3 ZOU3 ZHE4 LI3! then i just sad there panicking while he drove to the stevens road exit and i was almost late for school. yeah that was a minor heart-attack, which i can laugh about.

the second heart-attack happened after the SMP launch. rachel said she could give me and jinghan a lift to clementi mrt, so we waited. then suddenly, rachel said cannot, and it was 6 already, so i panicked! because the best possible bus i could take was 52, and 2-3 minutes ago, i just saw kayyi, clarisse chu and yuann leaving on bus 52! so i stood there panicking. considered getting a taxi, but decided against it because there were 2-3 other groups of people getting taxi too. so eventually bus 52 came, 10 minutes later, and i bused to j8. the whole way i was panicking, because the bus was moving super slowly, and there were traffic jams, and people seemed to want to get on and off at every stop.

and then, these 2 kids and a maid came and sat next to me. which i'm usually fine with, because i like kids on a general basis. but the two kids were super annoying, especially the boy! he was screaming and screaming, and not even because he was sad or angry, but he seemed to be enjoying himself, and he purposely screamed into his sister's ear. his maid was telling him to be quiet, but he wouldn't (or couldn't) listen/understand, and he was punching his sister and squeezing her neck. not that she seemed to mind. she appeared to be having fun. but he was such a horrible boy and i was screaming silently all the way >:( all of a sudden i am discouraged about having kids when i grow up.

yeah then the bus came to this stop where almost everybody got off, so i naturally assumed it was j8, because we were in bishan, and j8 has an mrt station, so i got off too. thankfully, it was j8. wow. so i hurried up and mrted to tpy, where i was late for training, which didn't matter much, because everyone's usually late for training.

yeah so between 6-7pm it was just panic panic panic, and i am very glad it was over. actually, i probably wouldn't have to panic, if i told my dad to fetch me, but i am determined to be independent, and not let my dad fetch me everywhere, because he is a good dad, and he shouldn't have to.

remember: happy catalyst!

2009-01-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

HEY today was fun! :D
hmmz school was shit boring, except the 1 hour celebration which was slightly less boring but after school was much better! shiren treated us to haagan daz with her $200 dollars coupon thing O:
and in the end we still exceeded omg we're such pigs
hahaha took like 9864984868 spazteek shots with yirong and wenyuan (mostly)
and all of them are going to end up on facebook soon hahah exciting much! i want a new dp the old one is getting boring

i think haagen daz is super overpriced by the way one teeny scoop of ice cream is like $329856894!

training tomorrow hm!
i think huimin's right i need to adjust my attitude
but i really cant find the need to now
I NEED TO REFLECT

haha omg tony tan (tao nan principal) has facebook!

what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up and you're okay?

wolfberries

2009-01-22T07:57:00.000-08:00

700th post woohoo!
these few days have zoomed past :D hahah they werent particularly fun or anything sadly ):
monday!netball
tuesday!lunch(fastfood O:)
wenzday!chingay :D
hahah yeah chingay was really fun (:
hahah i think the people in our group are really silly hahah they never run out of silly things to do, its really hard to believe that most of them are like 4+years older than me!
haha kelvin if youre reading this TAG my tagboard is dyinggg
heh chingay cheered me up before that i was quite sad ish
its okay yirong we must kan4 de2 kai1 (:
hey rain thanks for your get happy card and your cd thing hahah so sweet of you youre so awesome lah :D
heh and i ponned french hmm ting shuo my monsieur is bad!
thursday!netball was cancelled hahahah but its gonna get replaced on saturday so, like even worse lor. D:
hmm tomorrow is cny celebrations so called but we stil have normal lessons and we dont get to wear RED! D:

heh ive been eating so much fast food i feel like a hamburger now!

i guess pinked!

2009-01-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

ahh it's no longer a matter of want to or not, but got time or not ):
tonight's been my first free night of the week and i'm going to sleep early tonight because i can. every other night i've been sleeping at 11.30+ which is early for some people, but i really can't stand it.

besides there's practically no homework given today, except for chem, which is only due next week, so it doesn't count. (rebecca (zhang) our graph/timings are very nice :D some people have very strange graphs because they didn't maintain CONSTANT VIGILANCE during the experiment!)

mrs tan wants me to email her my commonwealth essay which makes me very happy :D i swear my commonwealth essays have been improving! it was B- in sec 1, then B+ in sec 2, and there's no grade in sec 3, but i get to email it to somebody, which is obviously a higher level.

today i took mrt home from 3rd lang myself (adventure!) haha i like my new class, sitting in the middle of jinni and victoria is very fun :D but next week stefmok, carly and shinhuoy are moving away to make space for delia and co. hmm. i will miss playing the memory card game with them.

btw mr yang is super funny, haha!

so i said YEAH!

2009-01-17T23:49:00.000-08:00

HOHO guess what! im on the fcbc website!
http://www.fcbc.org.sg/

hahah i can hardly recognise myself without the specs and with funky makeup
its kinda weird considering olivia and kelvin and i are all not from fcbc
but its still so cool :D

:O :B :S

2009-01-16T19:40:00.000-08:00

hey guys im back from OBS!
and i so wish i was still there
i woke up today thinking that i was still in my disgusting tent with rachel and chengjing and yuann all awake and and doing their work like merry dwarves (okay maybe not rachel) while rain is still asleep beside me (haha she never wakes before me man) and expecting to discover that my back was hurting even more than before because of some rock i was sleeping on
but noooooo i discovered i was in some aircon room on some comfortable bed with an even comfortabler blanket
which isnt too bad actually :D
and i slept for like more than 12 hours, broke my record of sleepingness! i guess i was more tired than i realised

hmm all i have to say was
obs was really great fun!
more fun than i expected it would be
and much less tiring/awful than i expected it to be
i dint get sandfly bites at all :D
BARKER was much awesomer than i expected it to be

jinghan+becky+luxna are really then funniest trio ive ever come across
and i got to know loads of people better, especially rachel with her "WAH PIANG EH!"s in the middle of the night and yuann with her "im nice!" and chengcheng with her cuteness heehee
and rain especially
as much as id like to say im not dependent on you at all, i have to say you made my day everyday during obs
hahahah i know right, i cant believe im even saying this!
and even now when im listening to your type of music (which i have to say is really not bad, its the type id listen to when im in loner mode) and trying to figure you out, youre still oozing mysteriousness
hyahya
cheng, what exactly does overly bonded mean hmmmm?

and the after-obs lunch/dinner with some 315 mates plus isabella was fun too
gosh i missed our class
and it felt so good to gobble up all the calories i burned during obs (not much) plus abit more
and the sausage mcmuffin with egg i ate today tasted so good :D

okay i have to go now, cant reunite with my laptop anymore
brother dearest NEEDS to play his mapelstory or he'll die
oh by the way, while i was gone he killed the laptop
my backspace button works only 70% of the time now, and my 'd' key is still missing
haha my cousin gave us her gameboy with her spongebob game in it how cool is that :D
i mean, i know now the rage is nds and psp and all that but well im a deprived kid so. :D
blog next time!

hm chingay will be fun today i bet everybody missed me so :D

woofwoof

2009-01-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

haha OBS was quite fun who were the smart alecks who told me it was horrible! :D

barker is super cool okay hehe even jill says we're full of crap. rain and sherry keep talking during group meetings and sometimes i get the feeling they're overly bonded. put luxna (lukshna, not laksna, even less laksa), jinghan, and becky together and you get instant stand-up comedy! yeah okay i had a very good time!

rachelyuannsherryrain are fun tent buddies hehe. but rain and sherry got very quiet after the first two nights leh it's like they were suddenly tired. rachel is a strange sleeper! she sleeptalks and sleepshouts things like "wah-piang" and "it is NOT with me in the tent!" and "wahpiang you idiots", which is super weird and scary because nobody was talking to her in the first place. and she kicks people in her sleep. yes she does. moral of the story? don't sleep next to rachel. yu ann and rain are much better to sleep next to, because they don't sleeptalk/kick people.

yeah okay i don't feel like writing down everything here because it's a lot besides i have my picture journal thing in which i drew highlights of the day so i will remember many many things.

rachelsherryrainyuannbeckyjinghanluxnakai'enjunegracejiayuansherilynlohhuiting! i will remember you guys forever! okay if you see me in school you must say hi to me, especially if you're not in my class. i made new friends and had fun with old friends! :D

just saying, but jill has a tattoo on her back. you know how sometimes when you lean forward, and your shirt can't entirely cover your back (like our school pe shirts which are sometimes too small) and your pants aren't long enough to cover your back either, because they're not supposed to? yawp.

ahh ms choo says i didn't get any tan at all and everybody says i am white as ever, but this is not true! i think. at least the back of my hands were a little darker.

OBS was good. (:

metanoia (betcha dont know what that means)

2009-01-11T06:10:00.000-08:00

i know my obs watch already hmmmmm.
i must say im quite disappointed, i wanted to stay as a class!
but nevermind ill make friends. :D

hahah so!
FRIZDAY (as yirong puts it O:)
had school ):
then went for lunch with wenyuan and rain
haha theyre such silly people
isabella came and went somewhere in the middle
we rushed back for phototaking
which was really just frenzied tie-adjusting, practice-smiling and hair-neatening
and we took height and weight omg
i shrank by half a cm and gained 2kg
yes, so now im 58kg
hahah heavy right. but nevermind as long as i dont look very fat its okay. x)

umz went for chingay stuff again!
it was okay, not very fun or anything
aiya i lazy to elaborate heheh.

saturday!
was.. chingay media preview!
yingxin couldnt make it ):
hmm i met danae at the mrt! that nerd was going to the library to do stuff hahah O:
so anyway she led me all the way to the hawker centre to meet other people!
then blablabla
went to touch community theatre to meet everyone else!
kelly kevin atikah syai and i played card games
which were frankly like not fun but oh well
i dont know how to play alot of the fun ones ): (except uno hahah)
then make up!
i think chingay makeup is much nicer than ndp :D
and the best part is youre free to scratch most parts of your nose! heehee

then bus to pahq! i sat with jolin hahah she's kenji's cousin omg i never knew that O:
andddddd we took alot of picz heheh
and listened to her ipod and sang like maniacs YEAH :D
(hoho di/dy gave us alot of omg-youre-crazy looks)
umm when we got there we played games!
like pepsi cola hyahya (were all super failure at it)
and DOUBLE WACKO (hahah there were alot of spastic moments)
and concentration/007/electric current (which were all a huge flop.)

hm i think both run throughs were pretty okay!
alot of reporters took my pictures hahaahh im too attention grabbing for my own good :D
after the first run through we all dismounted and ran around in a longlonglong line jumping and running around while the people were drumming and stuff
kinda reminds me of the post-ndp party thing!
then kelvin jolin danae and i went walking around
we tried conversing with the japanese people
and they were all super friendly omg!

there was this really cute bunch of jap kids who taught us how to say 1-10 in jap, and they sang the ponyo song with us! :D (they actually knew the lyrics xD)

"how old are you?"
"wakamochinyokaporesetuya"
"HUH."

haha the we came back and played games with everyone else
the TONGKA game is so high-inducing seriously!
then time to get ready!
we did alot of skyrunner cheers
haha kinda like raffles initiation on a mini scale x)
we played alot of those guessing games (which were veh veh hard!)

after second run through we had to use face masking tape to remove our make up heheh
jianhui and i did very horribly at cleaning each other;s faces
hyahya sorry x)
then go home
thanks zhiwen for phoning with me while i waited for my parents,i wouldve been very lonely otherwise (:

so yeah all in all it was a really fun (and tiring) day!

today!
was church
hahah did you know Jesus could pun!
he said to the FISHERMEN, "come, and i will make you FISHERs of MEN"
haha reminds me of that fish thing during lit last year

"why does shylock use "fish"?"
"blablabla christian symbol"
"where can it be found?"
"blablabla ephesians"
"what eFISHians! its not a pun okay!"

haha ms ong can be quite funny sometimes x) and she pronounces pun as pahn o.o
hm ive decided i will go for a mission trip when im older
maybe thats why i want to join OSL, its so much like a mission trip!
just that its focus isnt on God

tomorrow is OBS hahahah im excited! :D
all my long sleeved shirts are my brothers heh
thats why theyre all FOX MEN O:
and theyre all oversized
but nevermind :D
hahah while we go to rgs kelly (mentor) will be teaching the rest of the non-obs-ers how to speak cantonese how cool is that!
haha
bye guys see you on friday!
when ill be alot tanner (hopefully)
but not chaota :D

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

paramore! not exactly my type of taste but well.
but lately ive been feeling alot happier
becausebecausebecause. :D

let's put teriyaki sauce on it

2009-01-10T06:17:00.001-08:00

I CANNOT BITE MY NAILS
I MUST NOT BITE MY NAILS
I WILL NOT BITE MY NAILS

using my iron will, i must grow my nails in time for SYF!

i'm super excited for obs!

okay guys if you see me biting my nails during obs, MAKE ME STOP. my iron will needs breaks.

when you float like a cannonball

2009-01-08T07:21:00.000-08:00

hey guys boy im exhausted
but guess who finished all the homework! (sort of)
except for chinese and physics cause i cant be bothered :D

hmmm let me think
tuesday!
alot of reallyreallyboring lessons
i think jieru's a really awesome seatmate though!
hahah she's so retarded (:
we sing songs when we get bored (which is, all the time)
especially mr segarra's lesson, to keep us from dying
he's like the ultimate boringest person ever ):
haha i think all the teachers saw us singing but they just bo chap
which is good :D

after school i went to playz basketballz with huimin and jia and vicky and sharleen(hahahahah) and teri and (omg whats her name, the person teri calls daddy)
hmmm the game was quite fun lah :D
and retarded
and basketballers have really high elevation!
we talked about alot of stupid stuff x)
and i learnt how to do a layup how cool is that!
haha in slow motion only :D

wenzday was school! (again)
PE was quite lame :X
hahah im sekretly quite scared of mrs j shes not as jokey as she used to be
now she just gives me her evil eye stare ):
the rest of the lessons were alright, except jieru got to miss 4386984 lessons cause of psl stuff (lucky her) and she left kai'en and i to die (especially in english hahah)
math was like damn spastic we played the name game with our teacher whos quite nice, but cant teach to save her life :D
haha i know everybody sekretly agrees with my SEXY SHERILYN thing but dont dare to say it right its okay (:

then i went desperately looking for people to lunch with, but i found NOBODY
hmph zhwen came up with so many excuses not to go with me ):
so i gave up and went out of school alone
THEN, guess who i saw at the traffic light!
the responsible one (hahahahcoughraincough)and elaine and bernice
and they let me have lunch with them hahah even if i wouldve been damn extra
but in the end i wasnt lah. :D
hmmm we reached far east and rain pointed at this fat (:X) guy wearing a cap and said "thats my dad!"
so obviously we dint believe her
but it really was her dad! and he's veh nice he treated us to shihlin (:
even when i insisted to pay
hahah dont worry rain the money will find its way to you

then chingay which was kind of fun hahah i cant really remember much except it ended like an hour late, like 11pm no kidding D:
hmm went home and smsed yingx awhile (poor girl wasnt feeling well, still go for training!) then did leg raise for the first time in 32895865 days because i was feeling expecially blubbery (and now my stomach hurts hahah i love the feeling) then SLEPT. (:

today was school again. ):
hmmm alot of boring stuff happened
nobody wanted to table with me during chem huhhh
but whatev hahah i did the practical with kai'en and yi wye in the end
it was damn boring, staring at some boiling tube for 16 whole minutes.
hahah but whatever we kinda made it fun!

then training
which was bad
im still such a lousy shooter
my moves are quite stupid sometimes, but i always realise it too late
:/
and its especially during season that i feel really lousy, cause we're like the extra people
and ms chng well
but ohwell cant be helped (: must keep a positive attitude yeah :D
at least we dint have to run at all! (hahah i know, miracle right!)
and we learnt the new warm up, which is quite fun :D
except no more highest point ): i kinda liked highest point, cause it makes you feel all floaty x)
evan gave merissa and me a lift to bedok mrt after that, thanks evan! :D
merissa and i were spaz-ing in the back seats while evan watched us from her mirror with alot of amusement
hahaha i think the whole 30mins ish ride was spent laughing lah i love my juniors they totally cheer me up :D

hmm thats about it. ive been drinking bubble tea everyday for awhile now
rain the responsible one told me bubble tea pearls are cancerous O:
tomorrow we're going to do some horse thing haha sounds fun :D
i havent asked my mum yet eh :X

punggol point jetty

2009-01-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

hello 310 is super cool! i will be forever biased against everything except 211, but 310 is very cool :D we're smart but not weird smart. we're super funny! :D i am liking it.

okay the one-liners will come rolling in when SMP, RA, and 3rd lang kicks in. but i will be glad when house prac and SYF end! oh btw if you see me biting my nails please please PLEASE make me stop! D: mr chua says i have to grow nails for SYF otherwise the sound of my contrabass is very muted and we have to be twice as loud as we are now!

i am excited for obs! hehe i'm liking exclamation marks a lot. i keep putting them in all the self-introductions on the first few lessons of every subject. i think they might appear in my commonwealth essay too.

okay i already wrote an essay which i don't really like so it shall be back-up i have an idea which i got two nights ago (i think of all my good ideas at night before i sleep) and i am going to write it now.

i am excited for sunday too but it's going to be so hot! it can be my pre-obs tan before going to obs and getting a post-obs tan. RI boys had better not pee inside the waterbottles.

stones taught me to fly

2009-01-05T06:16:00.000-08:00

my church journal is not happening. O:
i mean, i can see why they want us to write this kind of stuff, and it would be alot of help reading past entries and all, but im just
STUCK.
so far it reads 5th january 09
and i have to fill a whole page!
my January looks like zhiwen's handwriting O:
except the J
haha why am i talking about such rubbish

plus they want us to do this everyday, crazy or what! i mean, once a week i can understand but ):
and how to find different verses for every day, i mostly depend on the same few :X
its even worse than netball journal at least that one i know abit of what to write
ohwell i think im just complaining too much

today was the second day of school!
alot of talks and classroom time
haha jieru and kai'en and i were emoing (not really) together about our lousy seats
haha ohwell at least jieru's my deskmate!
i know its hard to believe but shes grown more spastic over the 1 year that i wasnt her deskmate :D

hmmm training
rainrainrain
did the usual stuff
and im determined to become a good shooter
yirong we can do it :D

this might be abit weird but i cant wait for obs!
and xiaoniangre ended today im quite sad ): hahah i have this weird urge to call everybody nyanya/chorchor now
and my thigh is having really violent spasm attacks and its so painful ouch whats wrong with it ):

2009-01-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

omg my mum's so ahnoying she keeps drilling me about how melanie (from church) looks like
cause my poor cousin has a huge crush on her (shhh)

sheesh since shes found out she told like almost the whole world about it and giggling likesome young school girl

would it kill you to just not know who melanie is!
leave him some of his dignity man he's already so embarrassed that everybody knows

>/

we must go pell-mell for leather now!

2009-01-04T06:07:00.000-08:00

hahahah omg everybody must watch this!
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=42158193340
if you dont have a facebook account, SIGN UP then watch it! its worth it man!
yeah i look pretty unglam but who cares i always do :D
hahah i love raffles netball :D
ill never forget the times we have together

CHENGJING YOURE BACK :D

My laptop has some connectivity problem noooooo ): hahah im typing this on word now :D

so here i am posting again!
um tuesday was ccao!
which was like kind of stupid, cause huimin and i had like the stupid CLEANUP shift (hahah we lazy people dint want to wake up so early :D)
so like nobody was walking around anymore except for rgs people an kiddies
so we didnt have to talk to any parents at all! hahah how useless right
just had to like pick up alot of balls that people dint shoot in
then we cleaned up and went to watch twilight! :D

at first it was only supposed to be me banana dionne and chris but we realised that zhen and jia and their friend squek(?) were watching twlight too!
so we all went to watch together! :D
and then somewhere along the way vic and jinghan came too :D
hahah while waiting for the people to come we played zhen's games that were like megamega spasticzx :D
then we ate lunch at plaza sing foodcourt!
Actually I kind of dislike foodcourts heheh cause the food there is like kind of icky yihui agrees x)
Heh I think we’re veh spoilt kids

Then twilight!
Actually I thought it was kind of boring and slow moving, boo. So disappointing!
Hahah thank goodness I read the book if not I really think I wouldntve understood a bit of it!

Wenzday was training again!
Ran 25 minutes again
And it was quite slack again thank god :D
Played against cedar and st margs people
And I made a new friend! The GS from st margs
Actually come to think of it I cant exactly remember her name :X
ah I feel quite bad for forgetting it.
Played shooter cause we had not enough people
Played like crap I was really veh frustrated with myself
And I know you were too jodi im sorry
But ah must keep looking forward! I realised that emoing doesn’t help netball one bit
Must think and improve YEAH.

Then yirong and I went to meet wenyuan Lydia steven jr Isabella keexiang and Samuel at marina square
We were spastic-ing all the way there :D
Took ages to find them at the food court only to go back down again to buy kfc
Heheh as I said I don’t like foodcourts x)
Wenyuan kept getting kachao-ed by steven and Isabella hahah poor her
Omg and steven was wearing SNOW CAP and pullover with a snowflake on it (not a real one!) and baggy pants and BOOTS it was like he was going snowboarding or something hahah
Then we went to watch bedtime stories! Which is not bad lah I think the Skeeter guy is very funny
And the niece and nephew are so cute!
Yirong went crazy and started throwing popcorn around hahaahh seriously yirong youre madddd (:
Then blabla walked around went home
And I forgot to countdown can you believe it
I stayed up till 1215 to watch angus thongs and perfect snogging on youtube heheh
Its damn funny!
And aaron Johnson is so cute (:
And so are their british (or whatever) accents!

and thursday was the first day of the new year!
Happy birthday huijie and tingfang!
You young ones (:
Went to west coast park with huijie waye john yingx(low) and meijun
Played at the awesome playground!
Hahahah waye thinks aaron Johnson is cute too :D
I ate a lot of potato chips omg I feel so filled up now O:

Then it started raining so we went to vivo and walked around
Went to page one and looked at all the weird books they have
Then we went into TOYSrUS hahahah some how I always end up there when I go to vivo
Its just such a cool place!
And we spastic-ed with all the cool toys :D
Hahah call me childish whatever :D
Then went to burger king to eat the rest of our picnic food
Meaning more potato chips omg O:
And talked about stupid stuff (:
Then huijie’s parents came, so we all had to leave
Mrted home with waye we were both very tired ):

Waye: “wanna sit?”
Me: “YEAH let’s sit!”
Both: “ahhhhh (sigh of relaxation?)”
Waye: “sitting down feels so much better”

hahah see, these are signs of our aging.

family fetched me from eunos mrt to go uncle jimmy’s house for church small group dinner
the food was really good omg I ate and ate and ate and ate till I was stuffed O:
even though the songs that were playing were kind of slow, like the ooooooold rugged crooosssss kind of songs, it was actually quite fun! And I dint feel like sleeping (:
I played stress with this 6ish year old Korean girl (shes so adorable!)
And I LOST.
Yeah now you know how horrible I am at stress
Its just too fast moving!

hm, then all of us played this true or false game, and some game that’s kind of like sketcher!
The adults are so easily amused hahah they act like little kids :D
Yep all in all it was funner than I expected it to be (:

School’s starting tomorrow im quite excited!
To see all my fwendz again, not for the lessons
I kinda like my class! (:
Though I really miss 209, I really felt like I belonged there
But ohwell, cant last forever eh
A lot of people say tripsciencegeog is super muggable
WHICH IS WHY, next year im going to muggerify myself
Im serious!

Goodnight. :D

okay that was my thursday post i will continue from there :D

friday!
first day of school was pretty fun (:
um met at the netball courts at 7 am again man i miss that. (hahah do you sense the sarcasm)
talks were pretty boring but thankfully we werent really paying attention :D
hm recess was really fun, we 209ers sat together again just for old time's sake (hahah that kind of makes us sound really old) and took 93285694 pictures with shawna's cool polaroid camera and yingx's lousy other camera :D
aw man i really miss them ):

um, went to class and spaz-ed around and made alot of new friends (ish)
hahahah i have a feeling 315 will be a really fun class! :D
our form teacher is mr angulliah hmmmmmmmm.
haha rain is chair! and (can you believe it) wenyuan is vchair!
meaning our class is going to die O:
haha i want to run for treasurer because i love money :D
i danced the canihavethisdance dance with 3489568 people today hahah huimin be jealous :D

went for (half)batch lunch and yirong and i ate the shihlin meesua again its awesome man :D
went to watch seven pounds with wenyuan isabella yirong
heh sorry if i was abit tiredish the fever was like really annoying and headache-y and i really felt like sleeping heheh
the start of 7 pounds is like super boringgggg and confusing but then the ending is GREAT, then you understand everything
but i suggest you dont watch it because the ending is super depressing i cried abit
then went home and ate ice cream hahah genius right
then my fever got worse D: (aiya i huo gai la) and i just laid in my mummy's nice bed and watched XIAONIANGRE and fell asleep when she sang the pantun or something cause it was damn boring. x)
i think zhenzhu is super annoying

today is chingay!
training at 1030 to 6 omgz ):
i was considering not coming for training cause i was still feeling sick but then i thought of all the stuff id be missing and decided to come even if i was going to faint at pahq
see how sacrificial i am :D
hmmm there was alot of sun today (again) but not as much as last week thankgoodness :D
hahah kelvin is damn retarded he does so much stupid stuff x)
hahah i think i got to know the peopl in my group so much better now and i really dont want chingay to be over (especially since we get more cip hours :D)
hmmm sorry if i was abit pms-y today i had alot of stuff on my mind (hahah how rare)

"you got 276 for psle?!"
"yeah :D i was topscorer tao nan!"
"youre a freak!"
"im not a freak, im just clever!"
"what?!"

atikah is joining chingay again how awesome is that :D
hahah and im sunburnt! surprisingly O:
my arms have that stupid 2 stripes of different coloured skin at the elbow area again

im sorry mummy i know you dont like me spending so much time going out with friends i will cut down on it really!
i will tryyyy.

I love this song its so comforting (:

A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly, the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do, there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
The kindness in His smile
And the boy cried out
With the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all to feed them all"

I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small
And I worry that the work I do means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
No gift is too small
-five loaves and two fishes, corrinne may

she's singaporean did you know!

haha i have so much more to post but i think ill spare you all till next time :D

hyahyahya i am the marshmallow monster!

2009-01-03T23:36:00.000-08:00

TWONINE<3>

this is our reunion recess (as yingx so aptly named it) on the first day of school 09 :D

me pris zhwen shawna steph
hehe i kind of jumped into the picture i guess my estimation isnt that good yet

zhwen me
hahah zhiwen you look like a fishball! :D
and i am amazed at how uncool i look.

yingx steph shawna pris peixuan christabel jodi me zhiwen jody

the front row was trying to be all prim and proper but obviously the back people dint get the hint x) (e.g. LOOK AT STEPH!) hahah notice how im in the middle and the tallest and so obviously the most attention-grabbing part in this picture :D jodi's trying to act tall (ha you wish :D) and zhiwen is bending down i dont know why maybe to make jody feel better heehee

yingx steph shawna pris chris jodi me peixuan (i think zhiwen and jody ran off to buy food, greedy people :D)

hahah steph you look like a cute little boy :D and to quote yingx's blog, "Sherry (SO CUTE HAH)" did you notice i was doing the same pose that shawna was in the other picture! (yingx and pris too)

hm i kind of wish we just stayed in our classes it was a great combination we had ):

okay i have this bigbig post on word in my laptop i will post it later i hope if my brother wants to relinquish his hold on it :D

heehee i found this picture somewhere in my documents and i couldnt resist posting it because jieru youre grinning so retardedly in it :D hahah we're reunited this year and much better looking now (i hope you think so too) high five! i donch know if you still remember our silly emo talks which seem quite pointless now hahah i hope we have more fun in the 3259875398 days to come :D

do you hear me

2008-12-31T07:00:00.000-08:00

while everyone's busy ushering in the new year, i will be here charging my ipod.

i have this obligation to say i will miss 21108, just because it's the last day of this year. it's been very fun with you guys and we really are cool people (especially me) we should still get together sometime even though we're not going to be in the same class next year.

hopefully 310 will be good too, but i can't imagine anything as wonderful as 211 (yes i am quite biased about 211!) ahh 310 is such a smart class i really have to start working hard next year. hokay.

i am getting more and more excited about school starting!

i meant to do my commonwealth essay today, but i completely forgot. no actually i procrastinated ): i played with the wii the entire day. until i was forced to go to the gym but i didn't really do anything there and then because there was no one else besides me and my brother i started singing.

"so what did you do at the gym?"
"i sang."

don'tlikegymsdon'tlikegymsdon'tlikegyms

i really have to start on my commonwealth essay soon but i think i have the weekend.

"the good news is, we're landing immediately. the bad news, we're crash-landing."

2008-12-30T05:48:00.000-08:00

somehow i feel like i have a lot to say but i don't quite know how to say it.

i think the start of school will be good. i am actually looking forward to school. this has been a very good holiday because i didn't waste a lot of time at home. 310 looks quite okay i am glad i have rachel and jinghan in my class! we have four prefects in 310. ahh ):

i haven't bought my textbooks yet and my commonwealth essay is not happening! ): i will do it tomorrow. packing will start on thursday.

i have a lot of things to do next year! i might die. if that happens, tell everyone how cool and talented i was. i'd like people to remember me. things might get better once i get through sec 3 though. sec 4 will be a lot better, i think. do you think they'll postpone exams in sec 4 for YOG.

we have some invitational thing the day before OBS. okay i might die there as well. remind me not to scratch sandfly bites. i am glad my birthday is not during OBS! :D OBS is from 12th to 16th.

i am nervous and excited at the same time, but i don't know for what exactly, there are so many things coming up!

if you haven't noticed, i am back.

china was good. i had fun with my dad and my brothers and i saw my grandfather's village. it's quite cool, for a village. heh :D they put my grandfather and grandmother's name in the front of the school because apparently they made huge contributions and everyone thinks my grandfather is this great man and i am proud (: i wanna be as great as him someday.

the snowghost in a blizzard

2008-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

heehee i just remembered this poem my pastor was talking about in church last sunday
it was written by some african kid and he won like some major prize thingy
its so cool!

When I was born, I was Black
When I grow up, I'll be Black
When I get sick, I am Black
When I get cold, I am Black
When I die, I will be Black

But you,
When you were born, you were Pink
When you grow up, you'll be White
When you get sick, you turn Green
When you get cold, you turn Blue
And when you die, you will turn Purple

And you call me coloured?

hahah quite funny right. x)

okay day camp today wasnt too bad!
training in the morning
ran 25minutes we were all like OMGing when we heard that but it turned out to be quite slack thankfully :D
then.. did alot of tiring stuff lah.
hahah did the down the line thing again and i was defending jiaming
she's seriously damn weird lah she kept using some cheena accent to talk to me until i like cannot focus on defending anymore
hahaha but veh funny la no offence jia :D
i think im veh bad at catching/intercepting lobs
you have to turn your head like one whole round!
heehee i might just be exaggerating a BIT.

then bathing YAY
had batch lunch without yihui cause she had some psl thing and cat cause she had to babysit her cousin
how ridiculous is that hahahah can you imagine her :D
went back to school and highed around!
haha merissa is veh fun to be with
and her name is very nice to shout hahah
"merissa BOH come here now!"

training again thank goodness ms chng had mercy on us and we dint have to run anymore :D
spent alot of time watching seniors play with RJ
they are so proooo omg ):
and then played a few games of GA my passes improved heheh but shots still quite bad
i dont know why lor, outside of game i shoot quite alrightly
oh well

then ICE BATH heehee
what could be funner than sitting in some kiddy pool with 6 other people in water filled with ice?
NOTHING thats the answer :D
hahah wanting was videoing the whole thing i hope she posts it heh :D

ccao tomorrow omg so boring.
at least i can go watch twilight tomorrow!
YES FINALLY im like the only uncool person who hasnt watched it D:

hahah wenyuan ive been posting more frequently than you nyehnyeh :D

what fresh hell!

2008-12-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

hahah i cant help it i jsut couldnt resist postingzxzxzx
even if it means ill be like the waking dead when i wake up at 6 tomorrow D:

group 3 and 4 <3

haha kelly me atikah
im really going to miss atikah ): haha she fed me her briyani how nice is that x)
plus i cant go see her on wenzday with the rest cause of netball bsh

guowei and kong wai are being sissies as usual!

I WANT IT ALL! :D

haha the umbrella so romantic worhzxzx

netball day camp tomorrow i am trying to look forward to it really i am!

oh well at least therell be the part between the trainings which will be very funz :D

and ice bath! hahah exciting

ooh jieru's online ill go kachao her about finishing my commonwealth essay then sleep bye world :D

2008-12-28T01:56:00.000-08:00

So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again

im veh confused

why is the grass so green!

2008-12-27T05:33:00.000-08:00

yay taiwan trip (:

am i scratching myself or something O: my brother looks sleepy, my sis looks spasticzx and my dad is 438979845 times worse
heehee looking at his face in this picture still makes me laugh alot

this was the very cool rollercoaster we rode!

it sraightens out after that to a vertical drop hahah so fun!

umm i love coffee :D

i probably shouldntve opened my legs hahah

i think we argue like 50% less while on holiday

so thats all of us! notice how im right in the middle and the tallest apart from my dad and cousin who slouches alot and like the centre of attraction heeheehee

hahahah my brothers face in this one is priceless :D

i look like a monkey, daryl is showing off his abs (he really does have abit O: and he thinks underwear showing above your jeans are cool too), davens just raising his hand cause he's too fat to jump heheh :D zoe's cute as ever,nicole looks like she's high while shitting, my sis is well my sis.

now, on to other exciting stuff!

like christmas! :D

i think this year's christmas has been the most memorable christmas in my entire life :D

hm so i had to drag myself out of bed at 915 to get ready for christmas service :/ haha ever since i came back from church camp i havent had a chance to sleep in yet!

so service was quite fun i love christmas carols! :D we sang alot of them (my favourite is angels we have heard on high cause of the GLOOOOOOOOORIA part :D) and also the we are the reason song we sang at danae's party

i think i really understand christmas better this year! (:

then we had a christmasy catered lunch complete with turkey with cranberry sauce (actually its more of pineapples, no cranberries D:) and ham and and ang ku kueh and jiu ceng gao and curry puffs :D

haha i ate alot of the curry puffs!

thennnn i went home to slack :D

i just regret that my parents dint wanna do any my hope singapore thing

friday was training

played alot of games

i think i played quite badly

quite rusty after being defender for so long, but that shouldnt be an excuse

thennn

had lunch with wenyuan and yirong at lido while huimin sat and watched fascinatedly

i can catch the popcorn chicken wtih my mouth how cool is that!

um, banana left so we started writing cards/singing songs

it was very very tiring and i was very distracted

ohwell

then we walked around and ate dinner and tried to buy stuff for the infuriating gift exchange but failed

so i went home with my mummy on the bus! :D

hahah she shopped for PLATES how uncool is that x)

and that brings us to today!

which is chingay training

it was very hot and tiring, but we totally survived and i think we're all awesome people (:

heehee clara was complaining so much about everything x)

the lnch and pizza wasnt very nice i like survived on 100 plus alone

and on the whole it was actually rather fun! (:

i dont feel like going into details x)

we exchanged gifts after that! kelly came up with some silly rule that the last person gets to choose any of the presents we selected

and guess who the last person was!

no not me :D

SAMUEL LIEW. and he took my present away even when i said it looked ugly ): (which it didnt lah but you know, i just dint want him to choose it)

poor atikah dislocated her knee and had to go to the hospital ):

and now she has to use crutches omg seeing her cry i really didnt know how to comfort her

huh im always like that i feel quite bad

she wont be coming for chingay any more

hahah oh wait we got our costumes today!

i have to say theyre much more comfortable/nicer looking than ndp x) though the sleeves are tres annoying

on my left arm now theres this vehvehveh faint 2 straps of lighter skin across my um.. inner elbow?

haha guess where it came from :D

oh nicolette came back after quite long today!

haha yay she remembers my name im so proud of myself :D

my parents came really early so i had to leave real soon ):

darn wanted to have dinner with some other people but ohwell

haha we were playing 'i spy' in the car on the way to dinner

bry:"i spy with my little eye.. something black!"

mum/sis/me:"shirt/shorts/slippers/car handle/carpet/traffic light/etcetcetectc"

bry:"give up?"

us:"yeah fine"

bry:" its... THAT BANGLAH!"

hahahahah i laughed like crapz x)

okay bye world tomorrow theres church again and i can finally go to my uncles house after so long!

my cousin is dying to kope all the songs from my phone hahaha

chaaaaaains beeeeeeee brokennnnnnn

2008-12-24T05:59:00.000-08:00

havent updated in veh long O:
omg my brother is destroying my laptop the gaps are so full of crumbs!

friday (i think) i went to clara's church for some party thing :D
met some of clara's friends! hahah there was this girl called blossom so cute
the food was very nice but they only let us have like one serving ):
thenthenthen we played some games and sang some songs
they made me sing the noel song with the mike omg
i didnt even know the lyrics! damn paiseh hahah
then mummy fetched me from the church even though it was damn ulu and far away thanks (:

saturday!
went to watch yesssmannnnn with my brudder at marina square
we bought like this HUGE cup of coke cause we were both super thirsty
yesman is damn coolz :D

sunday
was
CHURCH!
:D
baptism combined service was very fun we sang alot of christmas songs + hokkien songs
my brudder and i were guessing like how to pronounce the hokkien words
I LEARNT THAT
ye su in hokkien is ya so hahah
andandandandand
my parents got baptised! :D
but i think my dad was just like "aiya whatever just get it over with"
which i didnt really think was the right attitude but
what can i say!

then chingay
wilbur came back from genting!
steven jr gave us all candy canes cause it was his birthday yay :D
hmmm we practised our routine 392569835 times it was a teensy bit tiring
everytime reaching the ending part xinxin would always look at me with this very amused expression then id just laugh and laugh x)
okay i admit i cant really remember alot from it

monday!
was training
it was awesome seeing the netties again after so long :D
i was really scared at first cause it was the first training in 93286598456 days and my stamina definitely dropped cause apart from cycling a few hours i didnt do any exercise at all O:
but in the end it was quite okay cause we seperated the 2.4 into 1.2 and 1.2 so i wasnt too tired out :D
then drills drills drills
not very tiring thank god :D

then went to taka to walk around awhile cause yihui dearest wanted to buy presents x)
um.. then i went with banana to her house to collect her wiiiiiiiiiiii stuff :D
and i ate her honkong cookies muahaha they were so good.
then we went to wenyuans house collect her controllers
huimin's mummy fetched us there i htink shes damn nice :D
then jodi's house
played wii blablabla
cooked! i helped with the long beans and sambal hahah so pro right. :D
haha banana yihui and i were practising being maids
just in case we have no job next time. O:
yirong didnt come cause she took the bus and overshot like 16 stops hahahah i wonder how seriously x)
ate, bathed, watched tv (very sleepy)
went upstairs to play bridge/daidi/hearts
i think im really lousy at card games
im just like not a scheming person hahah

jodi and cat slept, so yihui jinghan banana and i played truth or dare which changed to just talking about random stuff
it was quite nice being so honest with each other (:
then all four of us had to squish on the bed together it was damn squeezy i really tried to move as minimally as possible
which was kind of not really minimal at all x)
cat left at 7ish
woke up at 7, fell asleep, woke up alotalot of times until 10 idecided not to go back to sleep again heh
ate the nice prata near jodi's house for breakfast
i had this really strong urge to run over to zhiwen's house and stay there awhile
cause i miss you alot zhwen! (haha better read this)
but that would just be absurd and weird so i didnt
um, went back and played mario kart
mario kart is the awesomest man! everybody was screaming alot (especially yihui haha)

then i went home, quickly showered and went for danae's cell group's christmas party (:
busybusy
yirong pangsehed us so i met wenyuan at kembangan late
yay thanks for sharing your cookie and root beer you say youd get fat (too late) but it was nice anyway (:
then danae fetched us to rachel yek's place
she knows how to play the guitar! and quite well (ish) too!
haha danae i think you sing really well good job man :D
went to baskeball courts cause there was nothing to do
i wanted to play omg but they looked quite scary so i didnt bring it up
i play noob basketball you see. x)

met danae's friends who are really nice people!
omg melanie (from church) also came hahah
i think you laugh very funnily, like youre in pain or something x)
i knew danae was in cedar and volleyball, and i knew melanie was from volleyball, but it didnt quite click at first
so i was very shocked to see her there O:
jiajun is her cell leader he's like super lame hahah
but quite funny also lah. x)

thenn played treasure hunt
i had to make a conversation with the security guard while being taped hahah so weird
the conversation was kinda like this:
"hello, do you know the way to block 80?"
"you mean 85?"
"um.... ya"
"um, you just go straight blablablabla (i wasnt really listening)"
"oh okay thank you merry christmas!"
it was so awkward la hahah
then blablabla im too lazy to type i want to sleep already heehee
ate food, the eclairs and puffy things were veh nice :D
then sang christmas carols!
then we watched this clip about this shi ming guy who came to our church dinner thingys before to share and sing songs
it was quite inspirational (:
then some dunno what bing guy shared too
i think its amazing how jesus changes lives (:
then we shared testimonials, it was nice seeing how God touched others' lives as well

omg this post is gonna be looooooooonnnnnngggggg.

today was training again!
cant say i was looking forward to it
i had this dream again about my alarm ringing at an unearthly hour
except i slowly realised it was real, and had an awful time dragging myself out of bed
i can hardly sleep in, tomorrow got christmas service some more. at TEN AM.
how!
it was raining really heavily so we ran 20mins around school instead of 2.4 on the track yay :D
but our speed really deproved man
then moved to hall! haha got aircon shiok man :D
did alot of painful muscly stuff my thighs were burning and my hip bone was very pain when we were done :/
then skipskip i am really looking forward to sleeping
went to bathe with huimin shes so retarded
the lights turned off halfway we screamed like bobos x)
haha i love singing hsm songs with her :D

went to wisma, met wenyuan, shopped, ate,left with banana and wenyuan and yirong to go christmas shopping which was extremely unproductive
steven junior came after that and we tried to shop some more
im dam nbad at gift shopping hahah.
huimin took my watch home >/
then we wlked a long, ardous walk to plaza sing to try our luck there but ohwell.
then blabla yirong had to go, we ate dinner (actually only wenyuan and steven jr i passed) and walked around abit
there was some performance going on downstairs, they were singing some christian songs
INCLUDING my all time favourite kids song, the one about the Lord's army
the actions are very fun to do :D
then go home yay
haha sorry im like so rushed i really want to sleep now heheh

and um i got selected to be an announcer for yog hahah
shu yi says announcers are the "mysterious voices"
yay cool :D
but i have a feeling they dump all the lousy people in announcing ( no offence)
haha maybe its just me
so now you know zhiwen
i think we wont be having training together after all hm

OKAY GOODNIGHT. :D

goodbye world

2008-12-20T15:41:00.000-08:00

hello i am the airport now and i am leaving singapore in less than an hour until 30th dec. i hope singapore soccer wins whatever they're trying to win and i hope i don't lost my ipod barely 2 weeks after getting it and i hope i still have muscles when i get back and i will see everybody when i get back i am in 310'09 just so you know i probably won't get internet connection in china (xiamen sounds like such an ulu place SIA doesn't even fly there, so i am taking silkair) oh i can board now goodbye everybody.

if i don't come back, you know where to find my body.

2008-12-19T21:23:00.000-08:00

i'm back from church camp!

and im in 315'09!

havent checked the class list yet, all i know is that there are nice peoplez in my class

which is what yirong says :D

the countdown starts now

2008-12-17T03:56:00.000-08:00

ONE MORE MONTH TO SEVENTEEN JANUARYY :D

ahh i am super glad my birthday isn't during OBS! i thought it was, and then someone told me it was a saturday. haha. but i'll be super tired on that day.

tomorrow is YOG camp! ahh it sounds like fun but i don't really feel like talking in front of a big group of people (I CUT MY HAIR) and i don't think i'll have the time to go for YOG anyway.

i am in threeten next year! okay look at this.
(three x ten) - (three + ten) = seventeen!
ten - (three x three) = one!
seventeen/one! :D
my new class looks cool and all everyone there is super smart (D:) but i will miss 211 a lot!

hmm.

i think i will die next year there's a lot to do. i think i took up too many commitments. ho well.

"you sure youw ant to give me 7/10?" -breaks off a piece of cake and bounces it on the table-

2008-12-13T21:09:00.000-08:00

okay i just want to put this where i can see it and remember it though it happened sometime ago

we were playing bridge during waddle agm and somebody went and bid five hearts, and then called for ace of spades. darnded unlucky! because i had ace of spades. the other pair won the first two sets, but we won everything else (the next eleven sets), and it was super cool! haha because we never really thought we would win, and when the last set came out, they thought they won already because they had the king of spades. haha then i threw out my trump card (: okay bridge is now my favourite card game ever. i should've discovered it earlier.

viking bison inferno dance

2008-12-12T04:25:00.000-08:00

:D!
church camp tomorrow hahah how exciting :D :D

so many people overseas hm.
i hope the tao nan outing thing materialises
funzzz :D
and class outing!
haha apparently only steph told shawna that she was coming, and 2 people going out isnt really a class outing so it was cancelledddddddd
ohwell dint really feel like ice skating anyway
id rather barbecue and eat stuff!
or go chalet again
heehee
i wonder whether ms ong would come

my phone is bonkers
it doesnt let me press the middle button! so basically i cant do anything with it now boo.
i hope my warranty hasnt expired.

anyway i have alot of stuff to say!
wenzday i went to huijie's awesome condo with chengjing to waste my time away
it was very time wasting
got there about 10.30 and just surfed the web/thrash her bed/read her crappy books hahah
oh speaking of books the confessions of georgia nicolson series is vairvair funny :D brainless, but funny. :D
so anywayyyyyy
then we ate luch
which was like one fried egg and 809346894688 fries
haha not like my maid's crappy lunch man (which i stll eat, to be polite)
then we watched shanghai knights which was veh funny, and harry potter (he was so cute when he was young)
i wanted to play basketball but it started drizzling so. :/

thennnnnn dinner was very nice but awkward cause we had to eat with her parents
and her dad kept dumping food on my plate, cause he says i must eat alot cause im tall
what logic is that!
then daddy fetched me and he was like
"waye went home already ah?"
bsh, just cause waye went there once doesnt mean he'll always be there right!

so thursday i had the yog hosts/annnouncers/commentators camp
mark richmond the famous radio dj guy made us do like lots of funny warm up exercises which i cant say cause its a sekret
then we had to make some speech and say it in front of the whole class then the camera
i had alot of fun with steph (the ever amusing) and selene and shirlyn (who is my new friend!)
hahah we're all 'S's!
i made some friends, but i dont know their names heheh.

and friday was yog camp again!
steph and i presented our talk show which we prepared like the night before in 40 minutes before i ran off to watch hannah montanah :D
mark said we were like this comedy duo called laurel and hardy from the 1920s
well how nice of him.
i mean, 1920s?! how old fashioned
their clips are in black and white man!
anyway, i was supposed to be laurel and steph's hardy
thats good, cause hardy;s the fat one
ha!
ive just watched one of their videos, theyre kind of funny in an old fashioned way. x)

i reaaaaaally hope i get selected to be a host/announcer
commentator's scary

the camp ended at 3+-4, so selene and shirlyn and me went to dhoby ghaut to eat stuff!
yum
on the way there, we took 132 or something
and a bunch of indians came up the bus from the back door! O:
oh the audacity

today! is church!
i think the lesson today was veh nice
and applicable
it was about job's suffering and how he praised God through everything
really puts things in perspectives
the sermon was really confusing though.

and chingay!
haha jianhui is so childish we spent like 5 minutes hitting each other with bottles
and i got invited to 3 christmas parties already all by chingay related people!
before this year, i never went to one before O:
yes anyway, i fell today
boo ):
my buckle spoilted while i was running, then my shoe came off, then i couldnt keep my balance, and i think i slid on some yellow tape ):
and im veh sad cause the dirt on my wound wont come off!
hm wilbur hasnt come in quite long already

and they scolded us for being slowpokes ):

haha churchcampchurchcampchurchcamp in 8 hours!
im missing wed's chingay training though ):
xinxin has some favourite song with cool actions she wants to teach me
haha veh amusing

ugh i need somebody to tell all this stuff to
ut's wearing me down like some crazy, wearydowny thing

i have a craving for jelly

2008-12-08T07:47:00.000-08:00

omg i really cant stand this no life thing somebody please go out with me!

haha had my first chingay training in ages!
and it was kinda fun
I LEARNT MAGIC!
haha they gave us this cool flower thing and a piece of silk
and the trick is damn easy i felt so cheated when i learnt it lor bsh.
(eh wait are we allowed to talk about the magic? :X)
haha the first time i tried the stupid flower CAME APART.
like, wth man! so lousy quality
to think it costs US20 or something

xinxin wore the same shirt as me haha copycat!

they changed alot of the formation and stuff and it was extremely confusing and they were very stressed and in the end we were released at like 1040ish bleh
oh and kelly gave us this PAHQ card which we need to get in to the PAHQ next sunday
and guess what!
if you lose it you have to pay FIFTY BUCKS
for some lousy laminated piece of paper!
they trying to scam us man.

calvin and danae and kelly ran for the standard charter thing omg.
danae ran 10km in 55mins
my goodness, really peifu her man
i run like 5km in 30mins in an aircon gym and even then i feel like my chest is going to explode!
and calvin ran the whole 42.185km marathon and still came for training!
how do you do it!

yesterday went to the nuss clubhouse with my family cause we felt like eating fancy stuff :D
that stupid place had a dress code!
and as usual, i was wearing shorts.
so the person wanted to get something for me to wrap around myself, but they ran out of wrapper things
so i hide to hide my legs under the table haha so ridiculous.

mum:-pointing to some lady- eh, i think that is their wrap leh!
me: thank god they ran out so i dont have to wear any. its so auntie!
bry: um.. i think its her clothes leh not the wrap.

i went ice skating at kallang leisurepark today!
haha fell down alot it was veh bad
my ass hurts alot now ):

byebye i have to do core now!
i think i can feel my stomach muscles dissolving into fats

ethan from 90210 is so awesome. :D

2008-12-05T20:19:00.000-08:00

hahahaha
taiwan is so coolz

house of many ways

2008-11-30T21:03:00.000-08:00

i am very worried for SMP because meijun and jinghan already have their mentors all confirmed and stuff, but me and rachel haven't got any interviews yet and it's DECEMBER already D:

my own personal toothbrush-brusher

2008-11-28T22:59:00.000-08:00

i am super bored.

all i do is go for tuition and come home and stone.
on bus 48 of course! bus 48 has potential to become a favourite bus, alongside 36 and 14.

ahh. i think i will go play maplestory. does anyone want to play with me! it's not fun playing by yourself you know.

ahmad ibrahim secondary school

2008-11-27T08:39:00.000-08:00

ha wenyuan see im posting!
anyway, today ill be flying off to taiwan, be back next friday (:
ah so excited.

anyway. short post while my hair dries
wenzday was training!
aiya the usual, damn tiring, i have no stamina.
ran only 5 rounds then stopped cause my stomach was damn pain
jhaskijgho
i have so much to work on ah.
then bathed and ate lunch with banana and yihui
then met wenyuan and went for skyrunner chalet!
that day it was only me wenyuan lydia and her friend glenda
who's a really nice short person. :D
hahah we bought alot of barbecue stuff (like, 80 plus bucks) then watched american idol, played cards (haha i think i suck at every card game theyre just not my thing) and ate instant noodles. :D lydia's mum best lah bring so much stuff for us (:

then we went to ehub which i just discovered is a really cool place
wanted to watch hsm 3 but it wasnt showing :/
pity
wanted to kbox (haha i love singing) but since lydia dint want to then nevermind lor
so we all bought socks and went bowling! :D
haha i think my bowling rocks la
always first ball kena longkang then second ball hit around the middle one
tao yan
so yeah playplayplay then went back to watch the scary chinese csi show then went home

next day, i forgot to set my alarm surprisingly i woke up at 7.50 without an alarm
maybe i sekretly have a body clock
came with yirong to fill waterballoonz
that glenda cannot tie balloon properly one, go and splash on me ):
but it was fun
then glenda went off and we went to escapezxzxzx!
the inverter was in maintenance rah
anyway
i love went n wild lah its damn awesome
my shorts were damn wet after the ride :D
and family coaster OWNZ.
we just everything scream scream scream i think the staff thought we were damn annoying x)
thenlydia's more friends came
clarissa, esmerada and belinda (i think.)
they went to the haunted house ah scary yirong and wenyuan and i just waited outside for them
haha we were waiting at the exit door trying to scare people inside when suddenly the door like burst open and this group of malay boys chionged out and we screamed haha damn funny
ummmm
i cant remember
went to subway to eat
met syai
forgot what else we did
then barbecue
we started the fire two hours early
haha so stupid
in the end not enough charcoal ah
wenyuan's fire fanning ability is ichiban
ohoh we had to spear all the raw stuff before that it was damn slimy and gross especially the chicken wingz ew
then kenji and nelson came
blablabla fire started back up
cookcookcookcook
nelson showed me this show called a litre of tears or something apparently its very sad
if he and ian cried watching it ill ddrain all my tears man x)
then the people all went siaosiao
took a walk with ianyirongwenyuanclarissalydia to pasir ris park
ian's dog bobby is damn awesome
haha at first i was damn scared of it
ITS HUGE.
but then in the end i thought it was very nice lah :D
went back, yirong had to go home ):
they wanted to watch phobia
and as usual wenyuan and i the scaredy cats dint wanna watch it
anyay grace (seow) says my aunt says the bible says you shouldnt watch ghost shows
i think
so we went outside and played cards with jireh ian and max and clarissa
aiya cards again
i went to kaypoh with syai
we watched power rangers/meet dave
sianned around until i had to go home
thanks ian for showing me to the carpark
i bad memory :X

that clarissa kept smsing me even though i told her to stop haha tao yan
she siaosiao one has some obsession with burning stuff. x)

im never going to roll my eyes when my dad says to be careful
okay actually i am. but ill try not to
cause im young and foolish and my judgement cant be trusted

tadah! so mature of me right.

so, im flying to taiwan tomorrow (reminder)
feel free to leave tags about how you cant survive without me in singapore
HINTHINT
its 1.15am i have to wake up at 5.30 D:
and my hair hasnt dried aiya why always like that one

OHYEAH
our chingay makeup nicer than ndp one worhzx.

one two three four i love you!

2008-11-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

yay i got my laptop back from my brother!
haha he's been hogging it ever since psle
i havent touched it in like.. a week?
okay maybe less. x)
he says maplestory came up with a new job called the pirate class or something. O:
and im quite annoyed with him cause he really doesnt know how to take care of stuff
my room's a mess as usual, he's been eating chips on the bed again, the laptop screen is dirty as jsgiug, the keys are oily and WORST OF ALL, the 'd' key dropped out! i dont understand how it can drop out, unless he hit it or turned the laptop upside down or something.
i wouldnt be surprised if he did.
now its so hard to press d ):

haha did you know there was this construction company called lian beng group :D

oh i gave up on reading shakespeare
omg its so boring.
i was trying to make my holidays more meaningful by doing educational stuff, so i almost borrowed this french poetry book on monday, cause the library doesnt have kiddy french books.
ha thank goodness i talked myself out of it.
so now im reading the..
super-absorbent biodegradable family-size baby blues!
which yirong kindly lent me (:

netball overnight camp tomorrow exciting. :D
oh and day camp was today.
i made my first toilet trip during a run today ):
its a bad idea cause:
1. youre radiating heat mid-run, and being in an enclosed area like a cubicle is really hot.
2. youre damn sweaty and feel really disgusting
3. hard to get your momentum back.
yep so my 6 rounds round the track was 14+ mins. ahwell.

haha dodgeball was quite fun, jiaming looks damn scary when shes playing
and its good arm training too :D

i got a blueback on my knee after doing the push up clap thing on the bench things ):

on the way home the radio said that car COE prices have dropped to $2.
crazy right.
dropped from $10,000 plus to $2!

and the radio also played this song its veh funny

What did you learn today?
I learned nothin
What did you do today?
I did nothin
What did you learn at school?
I didn't go
Why didn't you go to school?
I don't know

It's cool to know nothin

Television's on the blink
There's nothin on it
I really want a really big coat
With words on it
What do you want for tea?
I want crisps
Why didn't you join the team?
I just didn't

It's cool to know nothin

haha told you its funny! :D

backtracking..
chingay was fun. :D
i think. cant really remember hahah.

zhiwen wants me to go eat breakfast with her next sl again aw man.
(haha you didnt see this, especially if youre zhwen)

okay i changed my mind!
i will be an angry person tonight and expel all my angriness so tomorrow ill be very happy :D
haha cool theory i know

and madagascar 2 is awesome go and watch it!
and dont watch quantum of solace its damn boring.

you know like when you have those kinds of dreams that youre dreaming and you know that its a dream? yeah i had one a few nights ago. it was about ms ong interrogating me in the classroom about stuff i wrote in my farewell letter to her
cause it was inapprioriate or something
and she was really mad
and i was thinking "oh no this cant be happening to me"
then i realised, hey its not! its just a dream! and i forced myself to stop dreaming it and it went away
haha random

it's a stick.

2008-11-19T03:54:00.000-08:00

haha today my filling decided to drop out while i was eating lunch so i had to survive for.. 5 HOURS WITHOUT FOOD D: and then the dentist drilled out the weird parts of my tooth, put a rubber band in so that the rest of the filling wouldn't drop out, and then filled it in again with more filling.

“你要看我的牙齿吗？”
“不要。”
“好，我给你看。”

hehe my dad is funny.

"the pink one knows no fear!"

my brother is even funnier. there wasn't even anything pink around.

oochie goochie goo means that i love you!

2008-11-13T19:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday was class outing! okay more like small friendly group outing because only 12 our of the 32 people in our class turned up, and ms hoo ponned our class outing as well. we called ms hoo and asked her why she wasn't coming, and she said stuff like 'the earliest i can get there is 7+ so i'm not coming', which really doesn't make sense, because we were there until 8+, and then she said 'i'm going into the lift now', and then she hung up.

i met yirong and yifeng at bedok mrt! yifeng got her dad to drop her off at exit B. i never even knew there was an exit B to the place. at first we were planning to go to my house to put down the chicken wings, but yifeng decided not to because she said the chicken wouldn't spoil since there wasn't any sun. so we just took 196 to taonan and walked to macs where hemin was sitting.

haha a lot of people got lost and taxi-ed to macs. only me yifeng yirong rain esther didn't. we sat at macs eating fries and playing bridge. we played speed too, but that was a bad experience. after that we walked to our bbq pit, which was next to a lighthouse. then we started playing in the sand. and sea. it was good, because the sky decided to be all oh-i-might-rain-any-minute-now-but-then-again-i-might-not, which is good because no sun! and no sun=no sunblock, which is good, because i hate sunblock. we played catching too. hehe i cannot run anymore.

we played more bridge and other games and after awhile we started barbecuing. jinni and yifeng got the fire going, and hj maintained it. but after awhile, everyone was OH NO because we didn't put butter/margarine on the chicken, so it stuck to the grill, but we tried to prevent that by plucking it off every few seconds. yes. so bicycles to the rescue! some people rented bicycles for our transport, and we cycled to 7-11 to get emergency bbq supplies. okay i tried riding on the 2-seater bicycle. it was really failure at first, and then claw showed me how to ride it and then it was very fun haha. on the way back form 7-11 i cycled with rain and it was all going very well until i crashed into a dustbin. ah whoops.

anyway the bbq was a succes because everything tasted nice. okay i am very good at roasting marshmallows now! except that one of mine caught fire once. haha. reminds me of the spongebob episode. but my tooth hurt everytime i bit the marshmallow so eating is kind of confined to the left side of my mouth. oh i found out why my tooth hurts. the filling is loose. i can wiggle it around. after eating people decided to play cards.

me and jinni decided to go and walk around the beach. then we just sat down and talked and it was very fun and a little scary because the beach was all dark and there were no lights so we just relied on jinni's handphone light to see things. it was nice and quiet until people realised me and jinni were missing and came to find us, then it was nice and noisy. and someone was saying oh this spot is so romantic next time got boyfriend must bring him here. it was a very nice place though.

then we started talking about how we should have more 1/3classoutings, because that particular 1/3 of our class is super fun and super bonded. and we want more sleepovers and chalets. i told them i was going to buy a beach when i grow up. which is why i want to earn as much money as i can now. or maybe later. and then i said i heard that greece has nice beaches and i asked who wants to go with me to greece and people raised up their hands, so i must remember them when i want to go to greece.

then we walked back to macdonalds. yes. and hemin gave me a lift home (:

yesterday was super fun and if i can i would do it again.

how do i be the 'myself' i want myself to be?

2008-11-11T07:23:00.000-08:00

i shall make resolutions for next year while waiting for my hair to dry so i can go sleep
im too lazy to use a hairdryer x)

okay ive made up my mind
next year i will be a hardworking person
i WILL
i will pull up my gpa. never am i going to let it drop below 3.6 again.
i will do all my homework diligently
i will sleep before 1am
i will read all the issues of broader perspectives and lianhezaobao i get (i totally dint read any of them this year :X)
i will put in my best effort and not give an okay piece of work
i will widen my social circle. x)
i will have self control, discipline determination and willpower
i will have more self esteem
i will learn, above all, to trust more in God and have more optimism
because ms ong says she thinks i have potential to do much better
and i think so too!
and i believe her because ms ong doesnt throw words about and not mean it
i just hope shes right

man my hair still hasnt dried.

The history of the literature of geography

2008-11-10T19:56:00.000-08:00

ah i dont wanna go for chingay later
its tiring making new friends
cant just keep quiet and stone when youre tired
if not theyd think youre a loner and they wont talk to you
i hope andre comes today though. its no fun being the outermost person in the star formation thing

- The person that requested you to do this quiz is ?
jinghan!

-The relationship between you & him/her is ?
oh we're lovers. :D

-The five Expressions bout him/her is ?
crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazier.

-The most memorable time with him/her is ?
hmmmmmmmm i cant decide.

-If both of you became lovers ?
haha but it already happened!

-If both of you became lovers , the room of improvements ?
no improvement?

-If both of you became enemy ?
umm.. i'll write her a letter. which shows how sorry i am, cause i never write letters (suyun should know haha)

-If both of you became enemy , the reason being ?
um.. i made her com crash. :D

-The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is ?
um, no idea.

-Your overall impressions on him/her is ?
AWESOME!

-How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
feel ABOUT me you mean? um ithink they think im awesome too

-The characters that I love about myself are ?
haha characteristics you mean.
im awesome

-What are the characters you hate about yourself ?
no willpower

-The most ideal person you want to be is ?
haha i wont tell you you'll laugh at me.

(i was kidding abotu the lovers thing if you havent realised. :X)

aw man i cant make it for the yog camp on 4-5 or even 18-19 of dec
i have no idea who's going on 11-12
ohwell
have to make new friends again. x)
might as well eh, widen my social circle
okay i'll ask everyone for their msn tonight if i remember. :D

hatrick! 20102010201020102010

2008-11-09T20:32:00.000-08:00

i'm going to keep this year's student handbook, because there are a lot of people and a lot of things that i don't want to forget (: and i'm afraid i might, because there isn't anything else to remind me of 211, except for class photos, which don't really help, because they don't show all the fun we had together.

i am very excited for class chalet because i miss 211 already. we will have fun! then i will go for clueless production! haha (: hj said something about quantum of solace, but i don't really want to go. i'm already running low on cash, because i owe lanqiao $10, esther $2 and cheryl(foo) $10, and i dread asking my dad for more money.

i changed my subj comb form phychemlithist to phychemhistgeog, and i tihnk it was a good decision, because my lit is just shibai. okay. i hope ms ong doesn't find out. whoops.

cheryl and shaowei, if you read this (which i doubt you will) I AM PONNING TRAINING FOR CLUELESS.what a sacrifice for friendship.

jinghan, I HAVE TRAINING ON SUNDAY, and i really don't want to pon 2 trainings in a row, but it's lucky woodlands isn't that far away from toa payoh.

i'm in an ohwhat'sthatisitasquirrelnahkiddingit'satubeofglue kind of mood, because i played with my brother, and it rained just now, and i'm going to watch prince caspian on dvd later, and i still haven't drunk (drunken? drinked?) the hot chocolate that ms ong gave us. wowee.

icecream=frozen cow juice

2008-11-08T23:13:00.000-08:00

i would like to clarify that our blog isnt dead, its just in a coma. :D
i made new resolutions for the coming year
and i realised that they were almost exactly the same as last year's, just with more stuff on it
ie i totally dint accomplish last year's goals
):

this holiday imma read alot of english/chinese books in a last ditch attempt to save my marks
ive disappointed my mum so, when she saw my gpa
"3.5! what happened!"
and she kept asking "can appeal or not, go try for some ra leh!"
but she doesnt get it
i cant get in any ra even if my gpa is above 3.6
and so ive been feeling pretty lousy these few weeks
but nevermind, cause i guess ive been blessed enough
for even being in rgs
so sec three here i come!

haha chingay later i hope itll be fun!
james morrison's you make it real is awesome. :D

and so is this!
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you
-monsoon, tokio hotel

haha though i dont really get whats so terrible about a monsoon.

have a happy holiday!

2008-11-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

i feel angry and sad and cheated and there's nothing to distract me because holidays have started. life will be meaningless for another two months.

my chocolatey buddy

2008-11-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

i want to tell you what happened on friday night/saturday morning! result of not sleeping enough, really. anyway i came back from training and i started reading my book on my bed. leaning on my stomach kind of thing. and then i started feeling drowsy and i put my head down. the intention was to get up and go and brush my teeth 5 minutes later, but i closed my eyes at 10+ and opened them at around 5 o'clock. at first i was wondering why the lights were still on, and i hadn't changed into my mickey mouse pajamas, but then i realised i fell asleep reading my book. that was quite cool because now i know what it feels like to fall asleep when you're super tired!

okay.

i am finishing my chinese book, which is a relief, after reading it for.. almost 1 week? and it only has 200+ pages, i am quite slow.

waddle is champion house and i am super happy for that (: this must be our golden age hehe. when we go to JC, BW will win all the way! i told seet and she said well done, and then she asked if we had told grace yet. i don't know. but i guess someone must have told her. can't wait for A levels to be over, because then they'd start coming for training ):

i think i'm going to die next year. there's 3rd lang, house comm, training, guitar (SYF year), phy RA (maybe) and OM/SMP (maybe). thank goodness i have.. what, 136 CIP hours? okay. ms may tan is sure to make me drop FPS.

goodbye dinner time.

111, 222, 333.

2008-10-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

ahh i need to make new cheers and cheer squad isn't able to meet up ): and nobody's sending me the cheers they made up which probably means i have to make 10? ahh and it's all due 1 november, which is.. saturday. right? right.

need to collect money for treasurer stuff. everyone's bugging me to refund their receipts.

need to finish reading my storybooks before three weeks are up. and they're in chinese, mind.

netcarn tomorrow, we haven't had a single training since.. how long ago?

haven't handed in my recommendation form for OM, don't intend to anymore since auditions were today and they haven't said anything.

mildly annoyed that my father gave me his old phone, (which is an improvement, but still quite lousy) but bought my p5 brother a brand new one. (which is super alot better than mine)

tensions in class were running high because people didn't do dramanite/ACP stuff, got me feeling guilty all over (ahwhoops, but brifge is quite an addiction), but at least it's over.

posteoys is even more stressful than eoys itself. there's RA, auditions, dramanite, netcarn, and this year they decided to spring this ACP thing on us, which is super stress.

we lost 16-3 on monday, but only 11-6 on tuesday, which is quite an improvement. uncle david says we should give them a frightening time on friday, on account that it's halloween. frankly, i doubt i can play, because everyone's going to be coming down, and a lot of people haven't played yet. which means i should go earlier.

grumph.

at least auditions and RA tests are over.

LESS THAN ONE WEEK.

2008-10-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

i think i have found inner peace! :D
haha jinghan we have 660 posts instead of your lousy 600 heehee.

2008-10-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

ugh i wish i could say the stuff i want to
dont be my friend its not worth it

2008-10-16T05:21:00.001-07:00

I will STAND UP AND TAKE ACTION AGAINST POVERTY & INEQUALITY on October 17, 2008. Please join me.

hehe. i'm going to buy my $10 tshirt and whitebands tomorrow.

haiyaiyai

2008-10-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

another complete analysis of my results.

haha see i was doing very well and all my results were being very cool until chinese. haha did i mention how good my science is. i think people sitting around me will be quite sick of hearing about it. when it came to chinese, my really cool GPA with 4.0 for all 4 subjects(history geog math science) just plummeted. agh i'm so sick of failing chinese ): i'm going to read lots of chinese books throughout the holidays. that is, if i don't get sick of chinese during jiang.

and then my lit and english were just okay. just barely okay. see i got 3.2 for english and almost 3.2 for lit. about lit. i'm sort of regretting my decision to take lit next year. if i could, i would change it to geog. see, because then i'll get 4.0s for geog, history, math, physics, chem, and then those would pull up my chinese and social studies and japanese and whatever rubbish i'm going to fail! see i'm actually really quite smart. just shouldn't have taken lit! oh bother.

anyway, i predict 4.0 for geog, history, science, math. 3.2 for lit and english. 2.4 for chinese. and 3.2 for jap. ahh my chinese ):

i really really really want to take geog next year. guh.

basketman! (my previous inet password)

2008-10-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

today, i had the adventure of a lifetime! on the way home, i was going to take bus 36 to the bus stop outside a condo called taipan grand, just that the g and r dropped off, so now it's just taipan and. but then, horror of horrors! while it was slowly wheeling down marine parade road, the bus turned, and almost went onto the ecp! realization hit me: i was on the way to changi airport! well, i didn't want to go to changi airport. because if i went to changi airport, it'd be more than an hour before i could reach home. so, out of desperation, i pressed the bell/button. it may not seem very useful, since i was already on the way to changi airport, but it was my first reaction. it's what i always do whenever i miss my stop. whoops. sorry. (i always feel this need to apologise whenever i do something not so smart. which is not so often.)

and then, to my surprise there was a bus stop right outside victoria school! the bus stopped at the bus stop. i was so happy that i started dancing and singing. i even kissed the ground when i got off the bus. no, just kidding. that was an exaggeration. but i would have done that if people didn't stare so much. how self-conscious i must be getting! but now i had another problem. how was i going to get home from VS? then i worked out a series of complicated calculations, and used all the mathematical theories i could think of, and deduced that the easiest way to get home was to take a bus. simple answer, right? you should've seen my theories. they would have gotten me into any university i applied for. but then, i didn't see another bus stop inside. excluding the one next to me, that is. besides, i didn't feel like crossing the road for very good reasons. you see, at that time of the day, the position of the sun made it impossible for the other side of the road to receive any shade. so i decided to walk home.

and so, the walk home passed rather uneventfully. oh, i remember seeing a sign on the fence. it said 'careful wet paint'. before i say anything more, i must point out that i wasn't trying to defy anybody. neither was i a hyperactive kid with itchy hands. it was just that, i was a tad too curious about the sign and the hot, hot, super hot rays of the sun. and the fence, of course. we mustn't forget the fence. as my index finger sneaked closer and closer to the fence, i remember wondering to myself what paint smelt like. so i put down my finger and smelt the paint. i couldn't smell anything. but that was just a minor distraction. anyway, i touched the fence with the supposedly wet paint on it. i was sort of relieved that i didn't have green fingers(haha i'm no gardener), but kind of disappointed too. i don't know why. i was expecting it to be wet, i guess.

nothing more happened. i think. but i remember being smug and happy that i could feel a breeze. people in central singapore don't get much wind unless it rains. i am very thankful that i live near east coast park. that's the onshore wind for all you central people out there! i'm quite glad i learnt about the onshore and offshore breezes last year during geog. otherwise i wouldn't be feeling so smug right now.

yes, and when i reached home, i told my brother everything that happened. all he said was 'whatever' and he went back to counting his money. (yes, he really is that miserly. apparently, he spread his money and some poker cards all over the table. and then, when my other brother (rhymes!) was standing near the table, he took a picture of him that made him look like he was gambling.) i felt quite unappreciated so i went to tell my other brother. but he was doing his math homework, so nevermind. at least i have blogger!

on top of spaghetti, all covered with cheese, i lost my poor meatball, when somebody sneezed.

2008-10-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

i think mercy&justice will be the themes for lit tomorrow! haha because we had an FA on appearancevsreality and we had practice questions on prejudice, and whatever comes out for the FA never comes out for the real exam. i'll even swear by that. what i'm going to do tonight is to go through mercy and justice in detail. and then go through all the significant quotes.

after lit i have nothing to do because i studied history and math(graphs) already! i hope i won't fail chinese. i don't understand why people are studying for science ): it makes me feel left out because i'm not about to study for science, because science is really quite simple.

today, philo was super easy because mr. lim went through everything in class already so i bet everybody in 211 knows how to do it. we'll all pass with flying colours! haha hm. geog was do-able, but my essay didn't have anything statistics, like birth rates and fertility rates and all that. but that's okay, because i think my essay was quite good.

my only problem is passing lit and chinese. it's so ugh because i speak chinese at home (chinese should come naturally to me!) and i always get 17/18 for lit FAs. howell.

2008-10-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

"bryon, did i say you can play xbox?"
"did you say i couldnt?"
"YES I DID. this is going to be the last time id have to tell you, NO COMPUTER OR TV OR XBOX UNTIL WEDNESDAY WHEN YOUR PSLE IS OVER. so dont come and tell me again that i did not tell you."
"wahlao! where got such thing one! youre such a BAD mother. this is CHILD ABUSE lah!"
"i dont care--"
"CHILD ABUSE."
"whatever, just--"
"CHILD ABUSE."
-runs away screaming "child abuse!"-

"mummy can you hurry up and drive, im super hungry!"
"wait lah bryon, i must be careful when i drive right!"
"AIYA just hurry up lah, im going to die of starvation any moment now!"
"but you just ate potato chips less than 2 hours ago!"
"whatever lah just hurry up!"

spoilt brat.
when you find out what its really like to starve and to be abused, then you come and say that lah. geez stop being so temperamental man.
i feel kind of sad for my mum.

you can cage a swallow, can't you? but you can't swallow a cage, can you?

2008-10-03T21:48:00.000-07:00

haha you know despite all i've said i haven't started studying geog yet. i'm glad i'm dropping it next year, even though i just found out how to write really good geog/history essays and my geog GPA happens to be around 4.0 or 3.6. at least i'm still taking history.

and jinghan(ong) said that the new science questions they put up on inet are really hard, and she couldn't some of them, or one of them i can't remember, but i looked through them, and they were quite okay! easier than the pisa thing, but they're do-able. at least i could do all of them.

haha suddenly i just found all my energy that i used to have in sec 1 and i'm listening to all those pop/rock songs again. but most of the songs i listen to are still jason mraz. hrm.

i think i can be quite stubborn and spiteful sometimes. actually, only to my brother. but yesterday, when he got angry at me, even though i never intended to make him angry, he started insulting me. vulgarities and all, and he calls me a lot of not very nice things. i don't say anything back, but i tell him to get out of my room. and then he said that i can't do that because he doesn't kick me out of his homework area when i disturb him and he's not disturbing me. then i said he locked me out, which is the same and he's disturbing me because he's almost shouting and i don't like loud noises. and then he wanted to take the computer and the speakers out. i said he could, but i didn't know how he was going to do that, because i didn't know how to disconnect/reconnect them. and then he made this groaning, grunting, frustrated noise and left. and he's been ignoring me until now. i predict this cold war will continue until sometime tomorrow night.

what shall i be when i grow up!

geogging/jogging.

the plural of grand prix is grands prix. doesnt make sense eh.

2008-10-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

IVE GOT A BRAND NEW ATTITUDE
AND IM GONNA WEAR IT TONIGHT
IM GONNA GET IN TROUBLE
IM GONNA START A FIGHT
SO, SO WHAT
I AM A ROCKSTAR
IVE GOT MY ROCK MOVES
AND I DONT NEEEEEED YOUUUUUU

haha high song (:

i just got back from a barbecue with my bible study group
man,
i feel extremely bad
because i ate so much today
and exercised so little
and did so little revision
i think im done with geog, starting on history now (:
i dont intend to revise anything else :X
except maybe math, especially graphs
cause i think i might have just failed my fa. heh troubletrouble.

did i mention!
no i didnt
i slept at 9 yesterday
NINE.
and woke up at
NINE.
gosh im such a pig.
i was waiting for my brother to let me use the com, when i stupildy went to lie on my bed and promptly went to sleep. and obviously he wouldnt wake me up, cause he could play more if he didnt.
NINE my goodness! thats earlier than ive slept in like..three years or more!
well. i will stay up today doing history or something to make up for it.

im looking forward to eoys
come to think of it, theyre just miserable little exams
THEN AFTER THAT
we can do anythinggggg i will go and watch 0238579346 movies, havent done that in a looooong time.
and heck my gpa. when i grow up and buy a piece of land in the french countryside and buy cows to graze on the grass and have guitar lessons, i dont think my gpa would matter that much anyway x)

oh heck history i feel like watching a movie now. :D
i think the satay i ate just now might have a slight chance of being halfcooked. :X

oh and my mum/dad/sis all claim that i grind my teeth alot when i sleep.
look.
Psychological factors seem to be associated with bruxism, including:
Anxiety, stress or tension
Suppressed anger or frustration
Aggressive, competitive or hyperactive personality type.
taken from http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/bruxism/DS00337/DSECTION=causes
i rather doubt its the third one.
so i have anxiety/stress/tension/suppressed anger/frustration
haha thats quite true. oh no.
and people who have bruxism (teeth grinding) are called bruxers!

the bruxer says goodbye. :D

purpled.

2008-09-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

okay today during science we watched house and i just realised how funny it is. i must not have been paying attention during bio last year. haha but i don't think i want to work in a hospital. it's quite scary like when there were worms. actually they looked more like eel-fish to me.

everytime we go back to class from somewhere on the fourth floor eg. CLC, science lab, comp studs, i always get off at the wrong floor. whyy. well it happened again today.

yeah and then we went through geog, math, hist, EL, without anything much happening.

and then at the end of lit ms ong started talking about how there were only 7 people in our class taking lit next year, as compared to more than 10 in 209. and then she gave us hot chocolate. (:

and then i went home but it started raining, so i got wet, but i don't mind. i like getting wet. if i could, i would live underwater. i think.

i will study history tonight and tomorrow.

racecar is one of the longest one word palindromes

2008-09-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

i know i told alot of people i wasnt gonna watch f1
i thought itd be boring
but actually
who knew
watching 20385789346 cars go around the same track 935698438 times was actually rather interesting :D

man
i was hoping lewis hamilton would win
he looked so cute in the puffy suit thing and cap
as in, small boy cute
not to mention he's bald (easier to pat his head)
haha is it me, or the suits, or are most of the drivers all really short.
:X
poor massa though
he must be feeling quite screwed up.

and yirong was right!
red cars ARE more prone to accidents after all
hahah poor ferrari
and they lost to mclaren mercs by like 1 point or something like that?
cause both massa and kimi raikonnen (haha cool name) wiped out alot
oh well
my relatives were comparing the race to my brother's psle x)
he was like "eh 6 rounds left anything could happen!"
then next thing you know, kimi crashed while in 5th place
and ended up 15th or something like that
and my uncle was like "haha bry, you better make sure that doesnt happen to you"
i think my daddy was affected too
on the way home he was practically zooming all over the place x)
singapore roads will now have 923569835 tire marks
whatre they gonna do about it?

2008-09-25T05:49:00.000-07:00

im a
bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
person D:

eh you know how sometimes if you write/type a word too many times itll look really strange and alien to you?
yeah its happening to me now. heh.

my cheese! oh my cheese, oh my cheese, oh my cheese.

2008-09-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

i am very happy but also quite worried!
hmm i got 9/10 for history and 14/20 for history pt, so that averages around 4.0. haha that's the happy part. if i do super well for eoy i'll get 4.0 overall! which makes me super happy (: if not i'll just get 3.6, which is still quite happy.

i need to do well for geog too, then i'll get 4.0 overall as well, because for the whole year i've only been getting 3.6s and 4.0s.

and i want my 4.0 for math. i am expecting nothing less, and i really need to do well, because i got 21/40 for the previous one, which is really ugh.

and i think i can do well for science too. (: because it's like NSW, and there's no need to study for it.

lit and english should be okay. i'll probably scrape by with a 3.2. if possible, 3.6 for english. i might get 3.6 for lit too, if i do well. have i mentioned how i always get 17 or 18 in FAs but 13 or 14 during SAs. such is the fluctuation.

now all i need to do is PASS CHINESE AND JAPANESE.

which averages to around 3.3. do you see how the mind of a genius is hindered by languages she can barely understand!

agh. i need to do super a lot better for chinese and japanese.

dying for 3rd lang EOYs tomorrow because i have another 8 chapters which i haven't started reading.

bob oreo melamine

2008-09-24T05:36:00.000-07:00

todays study session at cartel was reaaaaaaaaally
fun. and totally unproductive
but i bet you knew that already.
i think i broke my record of amount of bread eaten in four hours though.
ha :D

man im even more unproductive at home
feel
like
watching
movies
must
resist
!

haha im feeling abit sad now, in a long long time
school has become such a drag.